You're still here.
Begging for me to stop.
This heart is tearing apart.
I cannot stand, I'm torn.
Between moving on and staying beside you forever.
What am I gonna do?
I am so inlove with you.
If I'm given a second chance, I'd stay everyday with you. If I only knew what was coming, I could've saved you.
And kiss you.
Love you.
And tell you how much happiness you brought and how my heart was flattered when you told me you like me too.
I would've asked what your favorite song was and sing it to you,
Lean down to wipe your tears.
And hug every painful words and actions that you felt when you're still here, alive and kicking.
I would've done it all.
I will grant your wish just to see you smile again.
I will jump or kill myself just to see you once again.
I will shout your name and write it everywhere.
I will pick-up all the pieces of your shattered soul and fix it.
I will remove your fears and doubts just to hear you laugh.
I will do it all. Surely.
But I know I'm too late.
But still, I want to try.
But it's hard to accept the fact that even if how hard I try, I can't, and never will bring you back to life again.
And I'm sorry.
Because up until now, I'm useless.
I'm a mess. I can't even smile even just for awhile.
I miss you.
Please, take me back to the night we met. ✨
BINABASA MO ANG
Unspoken Feelings
PuisiThese are the words, or thoughts rather, that's been pestering me. And I can't help but write the things that's been running inside my head, so just let me. This is my way of exploding all the heartaches, suicidal thoughts and pain inside me. Feel...
