Unspoken Feelings

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He said he loves me, but I can't feel it.
He gave me flowers, but I don't like it.
He kissed me, but I can't taste it.
He hugged me tight, but I'm uncomfortable with it.
He held my hands and intertwined it with his, but it didn't touch my frozen heart.
He put his arms around me, but I don't feel a thing.
He looked me in the eyes, and I can see that it's sad even though his lips were smiling.

I put my hands around his neck, and I can see that his eyes were shocked. But then I smiled at him, and we danced like it was the last time of our lives.

Maybe this was a goodbye, for I can't repay the love that he gave me all this time. There's nothing left in me, why oh why. How can I thanked him when all I have is the broken heart of mine.

But then again he spoke to me and said, "I'd be willing to give you my all just to make you whole again, even if the exchange for that is my heart breaking. I know I'd be happy if I see you back in yourself again, and that's enough for me to be satisfied.. seeing you smile with those beautiful eyes."

I have been selfish my entire life, for the one that I love has taken away my one and only heart. But the man in front of me is willing to give his to mine, but he deserves someone else's heart not mine. For I only have the pieces of ice left in me, he deserve the warmth embrace of someone that I'm not. For I am still inlove with the only man who broke my heart.