Unspoken Feelings

For A Friend

you're screaming for help,
but when a person tries
his/her best to help,
you ignore it

you're crying in pain,
but when someone notices,
you hide yourself

you want to reach other people,
but when they're already there
you tell them to leave

you kept on saying that no one cares,
but when a person minds
your own business,
you get mad

you're a mess
and only a person who
knows you well sees it,
but still
you kept on denying it

telling them that they
don't understand,
but guess what?
you're not alone
they can feel it
they know how it feels
they can see you
and they really want to help

but a help that aren't appreciated leaves a hole in our chest,

it's like watering a sunflower and hoping it will grow fast
by keeping it in a
small dark room

it will slowly die

do you really need help?

or

you just want
everything to stop?

helping someone who doesn't need help is tiresome
but
if they really care for you,

they won't give up right?

but you know,
their help will only work
if you try
to help yourself, too

you can't stand on your own
so please..

try to grab those hands
who tries to pull you up
and realize

that reality is bad
and it is painful

but don't let it destroy you.