I was sitting on my bed, guitar in hand. I had been sitting there twiddling with the strings on it for the past hour and a half. I sighed, knowing I had to do it before she woke up. My insides squealed with anxiety as I stood up, letting my hands slip down the guitar and fall to my sides. The strap went tought around my throat and shoulder on my left side and immediately caused shooting pain into my body. I reached for the side of my neck which was throbbing and pulled the guitar strap off of it to ease the issues. As I walked over to my mirror, taking the instrument off and setting it on the wood there and peering at the source of the pain, I saw a dark red mark there. I poked it and prodded while also trying to conjure up a reason as to how it got there and why.
There was nothing that came to mind until I looked at the white instrument and remembered what I was supposed to be doing. And then it hit me.
That was a hickey.
And Koda was the one that left the hickey.
I nearly fell out.
Holy crap! Koda left me a hickey! Me!
I stood there, flashbacking to early this morning when we were in my room. She was kissing the other side of my neck then had to be a tease-the first time- by getting up. And when she sucked at my throat the second time, I was really ablaze all over and ready to just crash my lips with hers. I remembered the way her back felt beneath my palms and the way her body arched against my form and how her lips felt on my hot skin. The warmth of her touch then the sharpness of her teeth as she nipped my flesh.
"Mmmm..." I said outloud. I felt my body start to zing again just thinking about her licking and nipping me and.....
My stomach became alive with butterflies as I bit my lip. "Oh hot damn." I mumbled. Her body against mine in the tub, the feel of her hand in mine.... her teeth and lips leaving their mark. The feeling took my body, filling all the limbs I had and causing chill bumps. My lips died to touch, my hands desired to feel. I balled my fists. The pit in my belly burned with a fire that was flaming to life and getting hotter and hotter with the thoughts in my mind. I breathed heavy through my nose and gripped my lip tighter between my teeth. The fire was about to be an atomic bomb between my legs and I kind-of couldn't let that happen. I had things to do. But as I thought of all those times, all my dreams, the actual occurances and my longings, it kind-of became overpowering. Oh... the sensations...
I looked down and saw the expanse in my shorts stretched out and grazing the dresser I was quite a few inches from. Quite a few. I smirked.
"Hey dude!" I waved. I then started laughing so hard, it was hard to control. But I had to keep it to a minimum. People were still asleep. Koda was still asleep. Which reminds me of what I was originally doing up this early in the first place.
Things now settled, I nodded at myself in the mirror and took in a deep breath. My beautiful favorite instrument looked up at me in anticipation of what we were about to do. I grabbed it, looped the strap over my shoulder-sure not to let it rest on that place on my neck again- and quietly made my way out of my room. I shut the door silently and took baby steps across the top floor to where I was nervous to go.
