Zach's Thoughts
All of us sat there staring at Jesse as he talked in his sleep as he always had.
"I don't do that." he said first. He twitched his brow then said,
"Not yet you don't."
"But I-I......."
I looked at the boys who all stared like I did at our singer.
"No, I won't let it happen!" Jesse said again. His fist balled and then again, he spoke to himself.
"Why would you want to stop it?"
"Because it's wrong!" he yelled back. There was severe anger and regret in his voice and facial features.
"What the fuck?" I mouthed to Jer who shrugged in response.
Jesse shook his head then turned over to face the inside of the couch. He drew in a deep breath then sighed.
"What was that about?" I asked the boys.
"Hell if we know." Bryan whispered back.
I glanced back at Jes who was now sound asleep. It was less than a few moments later that he spoke again for the last time of the night.
"I've got to stop it. I have no choice."
