x three years nonstop
x march 10th 2017 <3
x five months nonstop
x august 16th 2017 <3
x august 18th 2017 <3
x august 21th 2017 <3
x august 23rd 2017 <3
x august 24th 2017 <3
x september 1st 2017 <3
x september 20th 2017 <3
x september 21st 2017 <3
x september 22nd 2017 <3
x october 1st 2017 <3
x october 3rd 2017 <3
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x october 30th 2017 <3
x novermber 1st 2017 <3
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x november 27th 2017 <3okay so here's a few things i'd like to say
-i almost fainted this morning and it's probably bc i got an hour and a half of sleep or it might be some other things but yeah i spent my morning begging for air bc i couldn't breathe and my mom just placed a wet towel all over my body
-i have a cold again
-which means i missed my choir and my shooting practices again
-school's annoying
-remember the fic i said i'd write about myself and how i feel but with gerard as a main character? yeah, i'm really working on it. we'll see when it gets published
-it's 6:20am and my mom is gonna be up here to wake me and my sister up any minute now
-i wore all black today plus i did my eyeliner vv amazingly so i'm proud of that and as my dad plays mcr rly loud in the car while driving me to school, i chose "skylines and turnstiles" and "mama" today
-i had to wait inside the school for my mom to pick me up and a cleaning lady came up to me saying "i'm sorry, what are you doing here?" and suddenly my lungs started hurting but i stuttered out "waiting for my mom" and she was like "why" and i said "she has to pick me up" and she was like "aha" and kept on staring at me and i just said my mom would be there soon and then she left me alone but she srsly made me so anxious and i was listening to panic!'s "when the day met the night" atm and it was literally just making me feel a billion times worse like it was inducing my anxiety and when i was close to crying i dared to skip it and the acoustic of fob's "i don't care" came on and rly just fob kept on coming on and rly calmed me down but yeah
i think that's pretty much it
i still gotta talk some stuff, but this is enough for now
especially knowing i gotta pretend to be sleeping rn hehe bye
i rly love you guys, you're amazing, the best people in the world, remember that
xx

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