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i'm feeling really amazing about this

and, i found a somewhat distraction for the infamous bathroom, i think

i've just been focusing on that gerard fic which i'll write fully about myself but with gee as a main character and i just keep on thinking about it and how i'll write it and i kinda want it to be one of my best written books because it's so personal and i just want to portray what i'm feeling

so, yeah, i've been too occupied by planning a fanfiction and it makes me lose time to spontaneously hurt myself

i'm really happy with a lot of things rn; i'm trying to enjoy these last few days i get with my glasses before i get the new ones, school's been great, i had a great shooting practice tonight, my voice is slowly coming back and i'm already singing a little but not too clearly

oh and about the practice, i usually shoot from a rifle like the ones used on the olympic games (i'm sorry, i only know the croatian categories for rifles, i literally just spent fifteen minutes trying to put it in english but you wouldn't understand it anyway so yeah), but since the competition a few of us are going on on sunday is for a different rifle which i hadn't shot from in a while, i have to train with it today and on friday. and i shot 187 which is pretty amazing but hey i'm the fifth in the country in that category with that rifle, what'd you expect. *hairflip*

my back hurts awfully. like, the right side of my ribcage. and it's been hurting for like two weeks now. but hey, who cares anyways

how's your day been??