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tonight, i listen to sad songs, not the ones that remind me of mcr's death

whenever i feel like shit, i usually just texts someone telling them how i feel and i post total opposite stuff on the internet.

can anyone relate?

like, i just can't have myself sad everywhere, because my brain's trying to find something to cheer me up.

i'm basically pretending to be happy everywhere other than the place where i'm honestly in a shitty mood and i'm always afraid someone will find the funny or dumb shit i post somewhere else at the same time and then they'll think i'm pretending sadness.

i don't fake sadness.