see what you're finding // 6th spam

how does it feelllllllllllllll

^guess the song

x three years nonstop
x march 10th 2017 <3
x five months nonstop
x august 16th 2017 <3
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x august 21th 2017 <3
x august 23rd 2017 <3
x august 24th 2017 <3
x september 1st 2017 <3
x september 20th-22nd 2017 <3
x october 1st 2017 <3
x october 3rd-6th 2017 <3
x october 15th 2017 <3
x october 19th 2017 <3
x october 21st 2017 <3
x october 23rd 2017 <3
x october 25th 2017 <3
x october 30th 2017 <3
x november 1st-5th 2017 <3
x november 7th 2017 <3
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x november 10th 2017 <3
x november 11th 2017 <3
x november 13th 2017 <3
x november 16th 2017 <3
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x november 23rd 2017 <3
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x november 27th-december 3rd 2017 <3
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x december 11th 2017 <3
x december 12th 2017 <3
x december 14th 2017-january 17th 2018 <3

ik i haven't been active at all, idk what to tell ya...

wattpad's been an ass since the beginning of the year, i literally had it deleted off my phone most of the time but it's okay-ish now

listening to tøp's "clear" rn bc i rly don't care if i cry today, i hate life c:

i'm vv scared of today but also have a good feeling about it?? idk how to explain it

yeah, i've been spending most of my time on snapchat

i usually don't care about anything at all, especially attention on this app, like i really don't care if people are going to read my books or if they're not, but ever since like three people stopped reading my spam i've been kinda down?? idk, especially when ppl tell ya "i'll never leave" and all that

i listened to dtmwagt after a long while and ofc i cried bc that song is alongside "northern downpour" and "that green gentlemam" panic!'s saddest song; yep, that's my top three

i've been listening to a lot of green day lately

i'll very very probably start bass guitar this fall and that's what i'm most excited about atm

my aunt took my sister and me to scotland and it was awesome but there's too much to write down and i'm too lazy to even write my homework so yeah

i find it so funny that my actually awesome books aka the frerards have such a little number of reads, while the messed up stuff aka the joshlers have so many

i've been really working hard on making 'gravity' the best i can make it... i came up with the final epilogue yesterday while shooting and i'm vv glad i did bc before last night i only had the last chapter in mind but now i have the whole story ready in my head and i'm happy, even if a small number of people read it

on 14th jan, i told my mom i hadn't self-harmed in a month and she congratulated me proudly and that was honestly such a good freaking feeling

i haven't been pretty happy ever since school started again ugh

i'll try to be more active

i love y'all

xx