see what you're finding // 6th spam

i'm not even gonna try this time

guys i'm having the second anxiety attack today because this fifty year old guy on the shooting practice just forced me to give him my wattpad so he can read my books and i stg if he finds my smut books i'm dead especially if he tells my dad bc they're vvvvvv good friends and if my dad finds out i write about men having sex he's gonna tell mom and then i won't ever be able to open wattpad nor use my social medias ever again and i'm this close to crying rn i wanna scream i'm so scared this is my happy place writing is what calms me down i don't want to have it taken away i'm so freaking scared i can't breathe

and i am so shaken that i actually posted this in an actual book again i hate myself