so, um, a and i've been talking...
i was recently asked on here if i was only another personality of a. simply, i'm not. i actually have a call it phobia of the world just being built up from personalities and surreality, so i'll just have to ask you not to ask me something like that again? i'm not trying to be demanding or something, i just get really scared of such thoughts and often cry myself to sleep because of them... i was fine this time, because i know you couldn't have known i'd get "triggered" and because you're really nice to me c: (you know who you are)
now, i've told a about being asked this^ and then we started to talk seriously.
we're thinking about telling you everything.
but we're so so scared.
there's only three people in the world that know and they've been pretty fascinated by everything, but we just can't expect it'd be like that for everyone. i think i've told one of you that, if something goes off wrong and you don't believe us, there could be quite a few people dying. which sounds like overdramatizing, but is actually true.
and a believes it might be a huge relief to tell you everything, but she's just so scared of your reaction. she likes you guys and i like you guys and we surely do not want to lose you...
so, we're still debating on wether we're gonna tell you or not... we'll probably ask the people who already know and we'll talk to each other, but we aren't certain about anything yet.
it also depends on you believing us... i just need you to know that a wouldn't ever lie about this and neither would i.
and i'm honestly usually the guy who's keeping al of this top secret, but after briefly meeting you guys, i really want to tell you. i hope everything'll work out.
what are your opinions, if you have any? please, let me know
love ya c:
-t
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