see what you're finding // 6th spam

not that nicki song

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hey guysss

so, i didn't have a good day, well it got better as it went, but it wasn't a fully good day

i woke up pretty happily, everything was fine

but then my parents took me to my eye doctor and while we were waiting, they were like "pick yourself new glasses"

and i was like what. the. actual. hell.

like?? the glasses i have rn are pretty rad?? leave me alone??

i used to wear gorgeous vogue glasses, but my dad sat on my head (don't ask) and i had to get these which are arnette but they're almost as awesome as the vogues

and i was being a stubborn little me (as i always am) and said i don't wanna look at glasses so they were already angryyyyy

then the doctor checked my sight and watch this - i can't see because i've been wearing the glasses i have rn. that's the only explanation. my old eye doctor was dumb and shouldn't have given me these. s m h

and finding out i have astigmatism, my doctor said i must pick new glasses because the ones i have rn are "too big" or whatever

and boi

THERE IS NO PRETTY GLASSES THERE

LIKE WHAT THE HELL

so um the doctor and my mom kept bringing me glasses for me to try on and i look like an idiot with all of them and it's so dumb but yeah i picked the ones i look least like an idiot with, but i still look like an idiot

y'know, i actually thought i looked somewhat cool with the arnettes that i have on rn, but now i'm just gonna look like an ugly idiot

as if i didn't have enough issues with what i look like, now i gotta look even worse

y'know, my mom should've just let me get contacts smh

but yeah um we got home and i did no homework and no studying (per usual), i just watched fob videos on youtube

but here's the deal tho (say 'the deal tho' fast hehe)

i don't need to study a lot. for big exams, i only study five minutes before the exam. and it works

so, i went to school and studied history and so i asked my history teacher to orally examine me (i'm still unsure of the accuracy of this expression, i just really needed to know and my english teacher said this was the correct term?? if you dunno what i'm talking about, it's when the teacher asks you a bunch of questions and you gotta answer them to get a grade) and i got an a bc i was literally perfect and i knew even more than what she asked c;

my pe teacher was an ass tho, he didn't remember a number that he told me to memorize, but i did (ofc) and when i told him he didn't believe me and said that's impossible so he gave me a c and a d

snd then came croatian class and since i got a c on the exam just bc i messed up a few words, i asked my teacher to orally examine me for me to correct the grade and i got an a bc i'm fab like that

ooh we also had a free period bc our art teacher is in poland for two weeks (bless) and like the substitute teacher just walked into our classroom, noted we had a class and left, so we were basically alone for an hour and that's when i wrote the new update for 'royal family' c:

right now, my eyes burn and hurt as hell, i'm unsure as to why, but okay

jeez this chapter has almost a thousand words

oh, y'know, i wanted to comment on how personal these spam books are to me and how you can probably tell they are. so um the thing is, i'd always show my diary to people bc i didn't really care and the actual diary i have rn makes no sense to anyone so that's even better. but i digress. like, i can literally direct my words to someone on here, because it feels like i'm talking to you guys cause i really am and even though you don't always talk back, you're still here reading these and i'm thankful for that because y'all make me happy

ah, yeah

nah, i ain't gonna force this chapter to reach a thousand words

word count (with the end): 964

i love y'all

xx