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DONT LISTEN TO THEM WHEN THERES MCR ; tea's babes

x three years nonstop
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all in all, one horrible day

school annoyed the hell out of me, though i did very well for the most of the day

when i got home i just couldn't be bothered to do anything, so i just ate my ice-cream and lied in the living room armchair for like two hours just watching vh1 (green day came on; one direction came on and i had a major fangirl attack; bruno mars came on and i'm only saying this because pete wentz is in the music video lol) and a lot of music was just annoying or dumb

i then went to my room and since i sing on snapchat a lot, i get requests and a request for today was fiatp's "9-6-15" so i just immediately got depressed after singing that and proceeded to sing "goner", "northern downpour", "welcome to the black parade", "truce", "helena" and i was just in general so sad and literally felt dead

then, i turned on my speaker and played leathermouth because i just needed to hear screams and i always get so... numb when the room is wrapped in complete darkness and i'm just listening to music, especially screaming

and at one point, i started screaming alongside frank. then, i played some mcr songs (wttbp, "headfirst for halos", "bury me in black", "i'm not okay") and screamed alongside gerard, even where he wouldn't scream in the songs. it was such a relief and actually made me feel better afterwards

when i returned downstairs, my mom laughed at me for screaming

but yeah, pretty much nothing's been right

i have to rewrite the epilogue for 'coffee and marshmallows' now, i hope i'll have enough time

the only thing making me happy right now is excitement because brendon said there was a surprise coming tomorrow and idk what's it gonna be but i'm hoping for a christmas album djsbxksnx what do you think??