see what you're finding // 6th spam

i neved had a choice ; drunk & high

y'know, people always encourage teens and basically anyone with issues to speak up and to ask for help. i've heard my idols say these words numerous times.

and i ask for help.

i'm not okay. i'm not alright. i'm in pain.

i beg for help.

but i get nothing.

i actually come up with ways to get help, but my parents won't provide them. because i'm "pretending to be in pain", i'm "pretending no to be alright", i'm "only saying these things to hurt my family", i'm "an attention seeker".

and then they get angry at me for crying.