Chapter Twenty Three
A/N: Picture ni Nina sa gilid ! ^_^ mukhang anghel kung numiti di ba? hahaha
Nina’s POV
Kanina pa ako tulala dito sa may classroom. Hindi rin ako lumabas para kumain. I don’t know why I’d feel like this. Seeing Sam with . . .Maxine? at pinagtanggol pa niya ito kila Bianca. Kailan pa sila naging close? At napag-alaman ko ring hinatid papala ni Sam si Maxine sa school? Kailan pa siya naging driver ni Maxine?
I don’t know. . .pero nakakaramdam ako ng kirot sa puso ko nung nalaman ko ang mga bagay na ‘yun. It bothered me so much, and I really hate this feeling!! Urgh! Knowing that stupid nerdy Maxine is getting close with Sam?! How dare her!?
I know in myself that I don’t have the right to get jelous, but. . .there something inside me telling that I REALLY CARE FOR HIM! Damn it!
“Girl, is there any problem?”
“No Yelle, I’m fine, I just need to be. . . ahm. . . alone, excuse me”
Hindi ko pa rin talaga maintindihan ‘tong sarili ko. I really hate that Maxine so much! I hate her innocent face, I hate her Brain! I hate her angelic attitude! I hate the way people describe her! It makes me feel hard to breath.
Yeah, I need some fresh air.
I’m walking along the corridor when I bumped into someone. That blind stupid bastard not looking where he going?
“Ouch! Watch your Steps!”
Bwisit ! kung sino man ‘yan!
Nung itinaas ko ang mukha ko nagtama ang mga mata namin ni. . .
“I’m sorry, Nina, ok ka lang ba?”
“It’s ok Mike”
“Ah sige, mauna na ako”
Naglakad na siya palayo sa akin but I don’t know but I want someone to talk about my feelings and I know Mike can be that perfect one. I don’t know ,pero gusto ko lahat ng mga sinasabi niya, nakakagaan sa pakiramdam.
“Ahmm, Mike”
“Hmmm?”
“Can we talk?”
.*.*.*.
We decided to talk here in the benches under the trees. I think it is the best place to explode my feelings.
“Bakit Nina? Anong sasabihin mo?”
“Gusto ko lang ng makakausap”
Then he just take a deep breath and put his arms in his neck.
“Tungkol saan?“
Nag-aalangan pa rin ako sabihin sa kanya, ahmm you know? He is one of the close friends of Maxine. Good thing he didn’t hurt me kapag nagkikita kami dahil sa mga pinag-gagawa ko sa mga kaibigan niya. He’s too kind.
“About my feelings. . .” I sighed. “Hindi ko ba alam kung anong mga pinaggagawa ko sa buhay ko simula nung naghiwalay kami”
“Referring to whom?”
Wala nga palang alam ito sa history ko with Sam. Do I really need to tell him the truth? Theres a part of me pushing me not to tell but theres a little bit saying that he is worth for my trust.
“Samuel Franco or Sam, my ex-boyfriend”
Hindi pa rin siya kumikibo and he just continue listening to my story.
“Am I that dumb? Letting him go? Pero ngayon, nagseselos pa rin ako seeing him with other girls. . .and it hurts me. . .a lot” and theres a tear drop in my thigh. I don’t know, but It really hurts.
He still silent. Hindi siya nagsasalita at patuloy na nakatingin sa malayo. While I’m crying silently. Shit! This is not me!
“It made me feel jelous, specially when I saw him with. . .your friend, Maxine” then that was the time that he look at me with poker face. I can’t read his emotionless face.
“Are you jelous with Maxine?” he asked.
“Will you laugh if I say yes?”
“Hindi, hindi lang ako makapaniwala”
“Saan?”
“Na, nagseselos ka kay Maxine, napaka-inosente nun na walang gusto sa buhay kundi mag-aral, alam mo na, studyholic“
Maybe Mike was right. Why am I that jelous? Pero. . .anong ibig sabihin ng paghatid sa kanya sa school?
“Eh bakit sila sabay na pumasok ni Maxine sa school?”
“Ewan, ‘di ko alam eh”
“Ahmm, Nina”
“Hmmm?”
“Makikipagbalikan ka pa ba kay Sam?”
I look at his face and his damn serious.
“I don’t know, but theres a part of me saying that I really need him in my side, but. . .i’m afraid that one day, I can’t fight for our relationship dahil mahirap kalabanin ang mga magulang ko”
Nabigla ako sa ginawa ni Mike. He held my hand and look straight into my teary eyes.
“Nina. . .can you go back to him? And tell him that you still love him?”
W-what? Anong mga pinagsasabi ni Mike? Why do I feel like he really care for my relationship with Sam?
I look at him with shocked face.
“M-mike. . .w-why. . .”
“Just follow your heart, don’t let others ruin what you feel. . .brain can be control, but humans heart can’t”
Whay are you saying those things to me? Mike?
He still holding my hands when I saw a familiar faces in the corridor. A face of two people why I feel like this. I saw Sam at the right edge of the corridor, looking at the side of Maxine. Why? Do he really have special feelings for Maxine?
Than I saw him look at my place with Mike. Without a bit of second I pulled Mike and gave him a hug.
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