Emma's POV:
My mom takes me to a little cottage right outside of Hollywood. It looks like something that would be in Snow White And The Seven Dwarfs.
"Hungry?" My mom asks. I shake my head and go up to my room. It's decorated exactly how it was when I was little. I sit down on my bed and look at my phone.
Why hasn't anyone tried to call me? Not even Logan. Or any of the boys. I stand up and open my closet. I look down and see a small box in the corner. I don't know why, but I feel attached to this box. I go down to open it, but it's locked. I look around my room, and find a wooden mallet. I'm not sure why it's here. I think I wanted to be a judge when I grew up.
I walk back over to the little box and slam the mallet against the lock. It breaks and I open the box. A gun? A revolver, to be exact. The gun my father was killed with. A murder weapon, in my closet. I quietly think to myself as more tears fall down my face. This gun has killed three things. My father. My childhood. And my self worth. I've been a victim to this thing for years. It's about to get what it's asked for for nine years.
Don't do it. Why? Because it will hurt. I'm broken. If a heart is broken, it has no meaning. If you decide to kill yourself, I will die too. I'm already dead to so many people. Live. You can learn to love again. This will all get better. When? I don't know .Then it's not true. I place the gun to my head. Don't do it. It will get better. I don't care. I have no meaning anymore. I'm not alive. I'm just a body of a 15 year old girl. She has no heart anymore. It wouldn't have lasted. It will last. You're the only one that can make that decision. You're her heart. You're the one that protects her. I'm not a very good one. She's been hurt too much. I'm easing her pain. I place my index finger on the trigger and close my eyes. No! Don't do it! Please! I have to. No! Please live! Do it for Daniel. Save yourself for Logan. He's your father! With that thought, I pull the trigger.
A bright light hits my eyes as I wake up in Logans bed. I look at my hands. They're shaking. I get out of the bed and go to the bathroom. I place water on my face and look in the mirror. It was a dream. I sigh in relief and sit back down on my bed. I search around for Jacks phone, but it isn't there.
"Looking for this?" Logan asks as he comes through my door, holding up Jacks phone. I look at him in pain. That dream...is it real? Are they just using me? I gulp. I don't know what to say to him.
"Emma?" He asks. My eyes start to get cloudy, so I look away from him. "W-what's wrong?" He asks.
"I had a dream. A nightmare. It was so realistic..." I say shaking.
"What was it about?" He asks. I tell him all about it. How I was just their little plan. How I found my mom. And my final thoughts between my brain and heart..."then I killed myself." I say.
"Em, you know we would never do that to you. I didn't tell Daniel to ask you out. Why else would I have been so mad about the two of you dating?" He asks.
"I don't know. I was confused as well. But it was a dream." I say. Just a really bad nightmare.
"You want to see him, don't you?" Logan asks. I nod my head. "Fine." He sighs.
When we get to their house, I'm nervous. Why though? He's my boyfriend...he wouldn't actually hurt me, would he? I knock a couple times before Jonah answers the door.
"Emma?" He asks.
"Jonah, I need to see Daniel, please." I say.
"He's in his room. He's been refusing to come out since yesterday. He's hurt...a lot." Jonah explains. Wait...I slept all through yesterday?
"Can I see him?" I ask.
"You can try." Jonah says and lets me in. I go up to Daniel and Jacks room and see the other boys listening through the door.
"What are you guys doing?" I ask.
"Emma!" Zach whisper yells.
"You need to fix Daniel." Jack said.
"What?" I ask.
"You broke him. He's never been like this for a girl before. Like ever." Corbyn says. I walk up to the door and hear sniffles. I hear Daniel whisper to himself, "they're gone."
I softly knock on the door three times. "Daniel?" I ask in a soft whisper. I could practically hear Daniels neck snap towards the door. "O-one sec." He says. I look at the guys, who's eyes are widened.
"He hasn't talked in 13 hours." Zach whispers. The doorknob slowly turns and I see the face I thought I'd never see again. Daniel pulls me into his room, then quickly shuts and locks the door behind him.
"Danny..." I say teary-eyed.
"What's wrong?" He asks.
"I had a dream. About you." I say, then explain the whole thing to him.
"Emma, I could never do that. My love is pure. I would never hurt you...ever." He says and hugs me. I tightly squeeze my arms around his waist as he grips my hair. We let go of each other and I look into his crystal blue eyes, only inches apart.
"I've missed you..." I say.
"Me too. But the wait was worth what I was going to receive when it was over." He said smiling and wiped away a tear from my cheek.
"How did I get so lucky?" I ask and move closer to his face.
"I could ask the same thing." He said and finally filled in the gap between us. I wrap my arms around the back of his neck as he deepens the kiss.
This Is Where I'm Meant To Be.
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Word Count: 1040
A/N:
Holy Macaroni. Long chapter. But soooo goood. Haha I fooled you, didn't I? It was just a dream. I literally almost cried when I re-read the last chapter. Oh, by the way, if you don't understand the part where it is back and forth, the bolded words are her heart. The italics is her brain. Her heart and brain are having a war. Her heart wants one thing while her brain wants another.
Peace
-Kylie
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FanfictionEmma Benson is a typical 15 year old girl with a dark secret. She has a tragic backstory with her parents, and can't emotionally attach herself to anyone. Emma ran away from her orphanage in Los Angeles, California. While walking the streets, she ru...
