Chapter 100! (Part 2)

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(Play when I say to^)

Daniels POV:

Logan walks past us and the boys and I approach her grave once again.

"In honor of Emma, we should sing a song." Zach suggests.

"That's a great idea Zach." I say. "I've Uh...actually been working on a song, if that's okay..."

"Yeah, that's perfect." Corbyn says and grabs the guitar he brought just incase. I show the the lyrics on my phone and let them know the beat. Then, we sing.

(Play now^)

"You know me the best
You know my worst, see me hurt, but you don't judge
That, right there, is the scariest feeling
Opening and closing up again
I've been hurt so I don't trust
Now here we are, staring at the ceiling
I've said those words before but it was a lie
And you deserve to hear them a thousand times
If all it is is eight letters
Why is it so hard to say?
If all it is is eight letters
Why am I in my own way?
Why do I pull you close
And then ask you for space
If all it is is eight letters
Why is it so hard to say?
Isn't it amazing how almost every line on our hands align
When your hand's in mine
It's like I'm whole again, isn't that a sign
I should speak my mind
I've said those words before but it was a lie
And you deserve to hear them a thousand times
If all it is is eight letters
Why is it so hard to say?
If all it is is eight letters
Why am I in my own way?
Why do I pull you close
And then ask you for space?
If all it is is eight letters
Why is it so hard to say?
When I close my eyes
It's you there in my mind
When I close my eyes
If all it is is eight letters
Why is it so hard to say?
If all it is is eight letters
Why am I in my own way?
Why do I pull you close
And then ask you for space
If all it is is eight letters
Why is it so hard to say?
If all it is is eight letters
When I close my eyes
It's you there in my mind (It's only you)
When I close my eyes
If all it is is eight letters
When I close my eyes
It's you there in my mind (you)
When I close my eyes
If all it is is eight letters"

We finish and we are all crying, as usual.

"Daniel, that song is beautiful." Jonah says.

"Emma always told me how much she wanted us to record an album..and I think we have our title." Jack comments.

"Wait really?" I ask.

"Of course, not right now but...when things get better. When we are back to ourselves. Maybe." Jack smiles. We all hug and cry. These guys are my brothers. I don't know what I'd do without them.

"Let's get back.." Corbyn says.

"Could I have a minute with Emma?" I ask. The boys nod and go wait in the car.

"Hey." I greet. "I started writing that the night we got back together. I remember we were talking about the first time we met and you said, ' I remember thinking why is I love you so hard to say to him?' And something clicked. I got home and all these ideas and rhythms popped in my head. And I wrote them down. I was going to...I was going to ask you to move in with me when we got back to America. I guess that's what I get for planning ahead..." I sigh and sit down on the muddy grass, not caring about my suit.

"I don't know what I'm doing. You probably can't hear me....can you? Emma, give me a sign, anything. Give me something, show me you're here. Please!" I plead and hit the watery ground with my fists. "Please..." I cry and my body goes limp. I feel a pair of hands wrap around me and pull me to my feet.

"Cmon Daniel, we have to go...it's starting to thunder." Jonah says.

"Please no...I don't want to leave her.." I speak, trying to force myself out of his grip.

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