My Book of Randomness 3

Oh god christmas

Yeah so I'm actually not dead, just letting you all know. I don't think anyone would care though lmao

Let's just talk about Christmas for a bit

Honestly I'm somewhat excited to see what I get. But it's mainly gonna be a bunch of clothes. I don't need clothes though.

Maybe some more black leggings but if there's jeans, burn them please. I don't like jeans at all. They make me feel uncomfortable.

But what I'm really excited for is that I might be getting a 3DS because I neeeeeeed one. I'm done with this 2ds crap. It's stupid. Like...it doesn't even bend. Like I get that it's supposed to look...2D but that's impossible. I only wanted it because I thought with the 3DS I might accidentally turn on the 3D mode because I'm always flickering with buttons (also I didn't know it wasn't able to bend at the time. Thanks 5th grade me. Blind as ever)

But enough talking about what I want for Christmas because that's not important at all. Hahaha

I got a couple people presents for Christmas. Honestly, it's been really busy this year and the days that I was planning on going to the mall and buying stuff for people...it just got delayed. Just a bit.

So typical be is doing stuff last minute.

Can I get an applause for that?

Thank you

Unfortunately, I've also been procrastinating on wrapping presents...well bagging them. I can't wrap presents :/

And I call myself an artist1!1!!1!-!-

HahahahahahHhHhahhaah

But let's be real for a minute.

I've been procrastinating for multiple reasons. Sometimes I'll just sit there and debate whether or not if I should give some people presents. Sometimes people can be complete jerks towards me and that'll change my mind

But in the end, I'm giving everyone a present. Something very special that speaks to them.

I'm just to good-hearted. I hate leaving people feeling excluded. It's not a good feeling at all and to see everyone else suffer then...that makes me guilty.

But honestly I doubt people will ever respect my presents. They'll just be like "thank you!" then go home and either throw it away or just keep it in the back of their closets or somewhere out of sight so they don't think about me because I'm a fucking asshole

Oops sorry...language

You know what....I don't care anymore

Freedom of speech

Excuse my language though....

I'm also writing everyone little cards

And in those cards will basically say "oh thanks for being my friend and all"

Aaaaannndddd boom I'll write how I truly feel about them

And no matter how bad someone treated me, or hurt me, or made me want to end my life...