Just a Memory.

Chapter 17

A/N: For those who read the last chapter I said I imagined Tristan as David Henrie. I lied, I saw The Amazing Spiderman 2 last night and I literally fell in LOVE with Dane DeHaan who plays Green Goblin!! So yeah, that's him and with Kacie, I just want to make it clear that she isn't an actual person. Completely made up BUT if you need someone to imagine her as you can use Emma Stone as Kacie (just with long black hair). Thanks!
ON WITH THE STORY! :33
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"What happened?" I asked seriously.
"Kacie, I need to know where Holmes is."
"Why?"
"Because I'm in England."
"What?!" I nearly yelled.
"I'm in England.? I thought you would be happy!" she said confused.
"No no no, cam, I am its just. Right now isn't about visiting and touring my homeland. I'm here for a reason."
"And that's because your ex boyfriend is dead. But you can't be alone so I decided that if join you and be your support!" She exclaimed.
"As much as I love you, I have enough support. Zayn, Niall, Liam and Louis already be you to it." I sighed.
"But there's no girl so I am needed. Either way I'm not leaving." She said sounding determined. "Plus that Zayn kid sounds hot." She added.
"Sorry to kill the vibe, but he's a tad bit gay."
"Fuck! well he can help me out with stores then."
"Shops? Yeah he knows a thing or two about fashion." I said to her.
"Well tell me where you are and I can meet these fabulous boys of yours!" she said happily.
"Uhh give me a minute," I put my phone to my chest to muffle out my voice a bit so she can't hear me. "Louis! we have a problem." He looked at me and cocked his head to the side. "My friend Camille? Yeah she's in England and she wants to see me. Can you get her from the airport and bring her somewhere? I don't care where, just somewhere." I explained.
"So here, because she's coming here."
"No, not he-" he started walking away from me. "Lou- Louis!!! No get back here!? Louis!!!" And he was out of the door. I groaned loudly praying he wouldn't bring her here. I put the phone to my ear.
"Is everything ok?"
"Yeah, um my friend, is on his way soon. He'll be there in like 40? I don't know really, but I need to go so I'll see you soon raspberry!"
"Bye lil blackberry!!" she replied then hung up.
How am I going to tell her that I'm in the hospital because I "tried to commit suicide" when in reality, I wasn't. I don't know how she's going to react to it. I sent a recent picture of Camille to Louis when I heard a soft knock on my door and said come in. The door opened slowly and I saw 2 figures. One holding the other. Zayn holding Niall. My eyes locked with Niall's sad blue ones and they became glossy.
"Ni-" Niall let go of Zayn and ran over to me and placed his head on my bed grabbing onto my hand, not wanting my stitches to break open.
"Niall, it's ok." I said quietly as I heard soft cried come from the Irish blond. He picked his head up and rested on his chin. Zayn came up from behind and placed a hand on his boyfriends back and rubbed it. Niall kept his hand over mine and looked at me.
"How are you?" he asked
"I'm good, better now."
"That's good... Are you excited to leave?"
"Of course, I get to see you more now. Along with others." I said and his eyes brightened up a bit more.
"That's good, I hope things will be better, and that you'll talk to one of us when you need someone." He said
"I will. I promise Niall. I'll talk to someone." I convinced him. I wasn't lying to him either. My phone started going off again and I picked it up.
"Kassandra Michelle Thompson. You didn't tell me you're friend was hot or that you're in the hospital." Camille whispered into her phone.
"Well first of all, my name isn't Kassandra. It's just Kacie and second I didn't know he was going to tell you asap, and yeah I guess he's pretty attractive for a 23 year old."
"23?!? You mean to tell me that you put a 23 year old man with a very single 23 year old woman!"
"Single!? What happened to Ollie!?" I nearly yelled, earning a confused look from Zayn and Niall.
"You didn't know? I thought Ad would have told you." She mumbled.
"Told me what!"
"That he cheated on me and tried putting his hands on me. So I kicked his ass to the curb, literally." She explained as my doctor entered the room
"Oh, well I'm glad you're fine now. Just tell Louis to take you to the flat. I need to go, bye raspberry." I said
"Oh, uh, ok bye blackberry!" she said with a smile on her face. I hung up the phone and put it on my bed. Zayn walked over and took it into his hands. Niall and him gave me a look of goodbye and left the room.
Dr. Zackary pulled up a chair and say down next to me. He looked up from his notes and looked me in the eyes.
"Ms. Thompson, it's come to my attention that this isn't the first time you've done this to yourself? Now I know you don't want to be here any longer and just go home, and you can. Just as soon as we know you're completely safe." He explained.
"So... what you're telling me is that I can't go home tomorrow. That you're sending me away?" I panicked. I felt my heart beating a thousand times a minute. I can't leave Niall alone, Camille just got here, I want to show her around my hometown. No one else.
How's Liam going to take this?
Liam.
My heart breaks at the possible image of Liam on his knees crying as Louis tried to keep back his tears to make sure he's ok. To be the strong one of the 4, now 5 adding Camille.
"Ms. Thompson? Ms. Thompson, are you alright?" Dr. Zachary asked, pulling me out from my mind.
"N-no. I don't want to leave. I can't leave. My friends would be deeply sad and I can not leave them. Please don't send me away doctor. Please." I begged with tears in my eyes.
"I'm not sending you to a rehab center. You will be able to leave tomorrow after 1 pm. But I will be giving you antidepressants and assigning you to a psychologist every Thursday afternoon for the next month." He said writing on his notes.
"Oh, um, doctor. I'm just visiting. I moved to America 4 years ago. I'll be back in 2 weeks."
"Oh. Well go to the first meeting and we will figure out the next step from there, for now, get some sleep and try to relax. You need it." He said standing up and nodding his head to me as a goodbye. He left the room and shut the door. I let go of the air that I have been holding for the last few seconds.
Antidepressants.
Psychologist.
I don't want either of these in my life. As far as I know, I'm ok. I don't need antidepressants. I've never needed them. I also don't want to talk to some stranger about my problems, about Harry, or Liam or anyone. Only me and the voice in my head get to know what I'm thinking.
"And I think you should listen to the doctor. He's only trying to help." The voice says to me.
"No. You don't need any of that. You're perfectly fine." A different voice tells me. This voice feels darker than the other. The other feels like an angel sent just to protect me, to keep me on the right track in life. This voice seems like a demon. Someone who wants to push me off my feet, and keep me down lower than them.
I heard the door open and saw that a nurse entered the room.
"Here you go honey, this should help you sleep tonight." She said to me putting some liquid into my IV bag. Instantly, I felt the drug course throughout my body and start to take me off to sleep. The last thing I remember is the nurse wishing me a good night and seeing a sad, faded man with curly brunette hair staring back at me with forest colored eyes.
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