Just a Memory.

Chapter 37

The car ride to Gemma's new flat wasn't that bad. About 5 minutes later, we were parked and getting out of the car and walking to her place. We got to the door and she opened it and instantly I felt like I was home. Home as in when I was growing up, Harry and I would mess around in the basement of my place an we would have endless giggles of 6 year olds. Her flat smelt of oranges and lemons, I noticed the tv was on and there was another body.

"Steven? Where's Olivia?" Gemma asked as we walked into the main room.

"Hey gem! She's in the bathroom, who's this pretty lady?" He said looking over at me with thirst in his eyes.

"Kacie, her and her boyfriend, Liam, got in a small disagreement and she's going to stay here for a few hours." Gemma said to him.

"Oh, boyfriend? You're too gorgeous to be single love." He said smiling at me then turned his attention back to the tv. Gemma walked to the kitchen and motioned for me to follow her. I took my shoes and placed them next to the door and made my way to follow her.

"So when did you move here?" I asked takin a seat at the small table.

"Just about 9 months ago, mum nearly cried her eyes out when I left. She's been wanting to get go out to lunch with us." Gemma said as she took out cups, kettle and tea bags. She put water in the kettle and placed it on the stove and made her way to the table.

"Ok so explain to me what happened exactly." She said as she took a seat next to me.

For the next 2 hours and 2 cups of tea later, I explained the fight, Gemma called me an overreacting overthinking dumb fuck (which was true and in no way did she actually mean it) and gave me the best advice I could ever get.

"God Gemma, I love you so much." I said laughing as I took another sip of tea.

"I love you too Kac, you know I'm here for you whenever you need someone. You're like a sister to me, you know that right?" She said taking my hand in hers.

"I know and I feel the same to you. Thank you so much for everything." I smiled at her. She got up and I followed and we hugged. I looked at the clock and noticed that I had about 20 minutes to get home.

"Let's get you home, so Liam can stop giving himself a panic attack." She said to me. I agreed and together we made our way back to the car and on our way to the flat. After the drive, our goodbye and her reassuring that she's there for me and that well make plans with Anne soon, I made my way back to the flat. I got to the door and unlocked it. I walked in and shut the door, quietly. The flat was somewhat dark, the only light was coming from candles that were lit on the ground and made a path for me to follow. I took off my heels and walked the path that was given to me. It led me to the bedroom and I opened to the door to find Liam pacing. The moment he hear the door open he stopped and looked up. He was in dark sweat and a plain white tee, no socks, hair was slightly messy.

"Kacie-" he started.

"No, don't. Please stop apologizing." I said walking up to him. I placed my hands on his shoulders and slowly locked them around his neck.

"I know I just," he sighed leaning his forehead against mine. "I shouldn't have said and did what I did." His hands wrapped around my waist and pulled me close to him. Our chests touching and breathing as if we were one body.

"I love you." He said, his voice sounding dark and laced with love.

"I love you too." I said smiling at him. His lips met mine and sparks flew, just like the first time we kissed. His hands slid down my body and squeezed the back of my thighs, a sign to jump. I jumped and wrapped my legs around his body as his hands slid up the bottom of my dress and stopped at my ass. He gently squeezed it and started kissing down my jaw line. He made his way to our bed and placed me there. I pulled at the hem of his shirt and he smirked before taking it off. He pulled at the zipper of my dress and took it off of me. He placed soft kisses all over my body causing me to moan out softly and giggle at the ticklish spots. His fingers lightly touched my skin and traced a heart into my left hip.

"I love everything about you baby." He said to me, eyes on mine. He laid between my legs and his weight was on his forearms. I smiled up at him and hand my hands run down his back, all the way to the top of his sweats. I tugged on them a little bit while attaching lips to his neck, leaving a love bite behind. He let out a moan and placed his head on my shoulder. He got off of me and took off his sweats and leaned over to grab a condom off the night stand next to the bed. He slid off my panties and took off his boxers too. He unwrapped the condom and put it on, he returned to his original spot just above me. His eyes were on mine the entire time. I felt the tip of him at my entrance and our lips met. Our lips moved in one as his hips met mine over and over.

"Damn, you feel so fucking good baby." He moaned softly as he thrusted. I returned the sound from the wave of pleaser he was giving to me, my back arched and he wanted to be closer to me. He placed all his weight to his left arm and placed his right arm right under the arch of my back and slid up so his hands were right between my shoulder blades and pulled me closer to him. My chest with his and our breath was crazy. His hips moved faster and his thrusts became sloppier and soon him and I came together and we were out of breath. His pulled out and took of the condom then got off the bed and threw it away. On his way back, he grabbed a new pair of boxers and a pair of my blue boy shorts and one of his tee shirts. He pulled up his boxers and then returned to me. He tapped my ankles and slipped the shorts on me, raising my hips when he got closer to my thighs. He took my hands in his and he pulled me up. I giggled in controllably at how lazy I really was.

"What?" He said smiling.

"Nothing, you know I can do this myself." I said to him smiling back.

"I know you can I just wanted to do it for once." He said as he slipped the shirt over my head. I put my arms through the arms holes and tugged it down my body. The shirt was bigger on me than it was on Liam himself. He took my hair out from the shirt and played with it for a little bit. He walked away for a second before I pulled him back to me by his hand. He turned around and looked at me with loving eyes.

"What's wrong?" He asked.

"Nothing, I just wanted you to hold me that's all." I said as I kicked my feet that were hanging off the bed.

"Babe, of course I'll hold you. Let's get back into bed and I'll cuddle you until you fall asleep in my arms." He said as he released my hand and walked across the room and got into bed. He pulled me back to him and rested his head on the pillow. He wrapped his arms around me and placed a kiss on my head.

"I love you." He whispered. I turned around in his arms and looked up at him.

"I love you too, Liam." I smiled up at him and reached up to kiss his his jaw. He hummed in response and smiled. I closed my eyes and listens to his heart beat.

I fell asleep to the one thing that could keep me happy right now.

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A/N: so this was hella long. Normally when I write smut it's damn good but this time I'm so sorry. This sex was pure shit to write. I was on a role and then it got to sex and my mind just said nope. So yeah I hope you can forgive me for the shitty smut and I promise I'll have another scene were its hot and steamy.

Life update: IM HELLA PISSED THAT 5SOS LOST NEW ARTIST BUT IM SO PROUD THAT THEY WON BEST LYRICAL VIDEO. IM A PROUD MOMMA. ALSO 5 DAYS UNTIL MY WWA SHOW. HOLY FUCKING SHIT WOW OK.

so this is hella long and I'm sorry... I love you guys so much!!! I'll try to update before my WWA show if not then I'll talk to yall after!! LOVE YOU GUYS! 💕💕