Just a Memory.

Chapter 18

When I woke up, I heard soft arguing on something I wasn't sure about. I couldn't comprehend what was going on, so I just continued on laying there on the plain white sheet covered hospital bed. A lot has happened in the past 2 days and I'm only here for 9 days. I just wish I could have some peace. I rested my head back onto the pillow, when I heard the door open up. A soft sigh was given from the guests mouth as I felt their eyes on me and walked towards me.
"Kacie, you can leave now if you want." It was Liam. His voice was almost unrecognizable to me. I looked at him and he looked almost unrecognizable too. He had little to no sleep. I could tell from the way his eyes drooped and his eyes didn't shine like they use too. He had a smile on his face but I could tell he was faking it. He wore the same clothes that I saw him in last.
"Liam-" I started but was cut off by his head shaking.
"I don't want to hear it right now Kacie. Just change and just get you home." I didn't say a word to him after that. He walked out of the room to wait for me to change. I opened up the bag he brought me and in there was a pair of dark gray sweats and his black Adidas hoodie. I quickly changed and meet him at the door.

When we finally were all checked out of my room and the doctor had given me my antidepressants, correct dosage of them and then a bunch of other unless reminders. I guess I should have told the doctor that I was seeing a therapist back at home but that didn't go through my head until Liam and I were out of the hospital and walking in the parking lot. Oh well.

We walked and walked and it was silent. The type of silence that you would kill someone over. The silence that you know something is wrong, but the problem is being avoided. The problem being mine and Liam's relationship. When we got to Louis black BMW, he held open the passenger door and waited for me to get in. Before I did, I looked up at him and held the ends of the hoodie in my hands nervously, and I just sighed an looked back down and got in. He shut the door, but before he did I heard a small sigh back. I wanted to say something or hug him but couldn't. I felt something on my lap once I was buckled into the car. My head said it was Liams hand but my eyes saw a light blue envelop. I looked at it confusingly and looked over t the driver. It wasn't even Liam, Zayn was driving the car.
"Welcome almost home Kac." He said with a small smile. He was dressed similar to me, sweats and a hoodie. His hair was fluffy and not styled in any way. He must have just woken up because it still seemed like sleep hair.
I smiled back at him and opened up the envelop. It was a welcome home card. It had little kittens on it that were sitting around a small chair that was empty. The card said "we've been waiting for the purrrrrfect timing, and now that you're home it's even more purrrrfect!" I opened up the card to see a little stick figure drawn into the chair with the kittens sitting on the chair now. To the left pointing to the figure it's said 'that's Kacie'. Then it continued on having Zayn, Louis, Niall, Liam, and even Camille telling me welcome home.
"Thanks guys this is really cute." I told Liam and Zayn. They both said welcome. Zayn started up the car and drove off to the flat.

The ride was quiet, except for the soft music playing in the background. We arrived to the flat and we all got out. We made our way to the fly. Zayn unlocked the door and let me go first. Instantly I was attacked by a person who jumped on me and straddled my hips with their legs. They were so happy to see me.
"Oh my god, fucking Kacie!" The person said. Instantly I realized it was Camille. I wrapped my arms around her and hugged her back.
"Camille!!" I said back to her. I started walking, or at least attempted to walk, towards the couch to where I dropped her onto it and I was hovering over her. She had the biggest smile on her face and she just pulled me into a hug. We stayed like that for a few minutes.
"So what I ma- Oh my god." I heard behind me. I turned my head to look over the couch to find Louis and Liam staring at us with confusing eyes.
"Don't worry we always do this whenever we see each other." I explained. They shrugged it off and ignored it. Camille pushed me off and I fell to the ground, together we laughed. A laugh that I haven't been able to have since I last saw her only she can make me laugh like this.
"I love you, you know that right." She said to me leaning on her left elbow looking down at me.
"Yeah I know. Sorry." I said looking up at her and, again, taking the ends of Liam's hoodie in my hands.

After Camille and I caught up on her love life and how she feels about my home town. Louis made us all dinner. We all gathered around the table and Louis brought out some type of chicken.
"Tonight, in honor of Camille staying here," he winked over in her direction "and for our beautiful, strong friend, Kacie, baked honey mustard chicken with a side of sweet peas and potatoes!"
"Excuse you but I helped." Niall said looking at him with mean blue eyes.
"Yeah... Niall helped should have said that." Louis laughed sitting down and we all started eating.

After we all ate, Louis took all the dishes and him and Zayn did them. Camille, Niall, Liam, and I were all in the main room and watching tv. The other 2 finally came out from the kitchen about 20 minutes later and sat down with the rest of us. That night was one of the most calmest nights of the 3 I've had, here in Holmes Chapel.

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A/N: wow sorry it took so long for me to update. If Im gunna be honest with you all, writers block is a bitch. (Sorry not sorry cause it's true) if I could thank anyone it would be my friend Camille and Stephanie. They really helped me get through this block and pushed me to write this chapter instead of giving up on the book. How you all are still reading this I don't know but I'm so thankful for all of you beautiful readers! Thanks again! Hope you all enjoined this chapter!!