Just a Memory.

Chapter 43

I sat in my bed looking at the wall of white. The wall of nothing.

"I'll be there as soon as I can. Promise." I told Haden. He thanked me and then hung up with a silent cry, but I heard the cry. I put my phone down, hands in my lap. My black hair like a curtain on my face, hiding the tears threatening to spill. I felt hand son my shoulder and gentling massaging them, I felt a soft kiss touch my shoulder blade too.

"What happened baby?" Liam asked me.

"I- Liam I have to go back to America, I have too." I said quietly.

"What happened?" He asked arms wrapping around my waist and pulling me back into his embrace. I rested my head on his shoulder, hair blanketing his chest.

"Tristan, Hadiens boyfriend?"

"Yeah i remember you talking about him... What's going on?" He asked again.

"He's in the hospital. Hadien couldn't tell me much but he need Camille and I there. Now, he needs us and we're here in Holmes having the time of our lives." I said as tears slowly became visible on my cheeks. I felt Liams finger tips brush against my cheeks, whipping away the sadness, the tears, the pain.

"Ok, call Camille and I'll look up airplane tickets for you two." He said then kissed my cheek and handed me my phone.

"Two?! Liam I can't leave you! I need to with me. I need you please come with me." I begged.

"Baby I think you should go ahead. I don't need to be there, i don't want to be a distraction." Liam sighed.

"Not please if anything you're helping me. Liam, please? Please come with." I said as I got up close to him, on my knees. I placed my hands on his chest and pushed him back a little so he was against the headboard.

"Please come with baby." I said softer as my face got closer to his.

"Please." I said biting my lip. His eyes went back and forth between my lips and my eyes, points to me.

"Fine.... I'll go, but only because I want to not because you tried to suduced me just now, or that I have a raging need to flip you under me and show you who's boss." He smirked as he pulled me closer to him. His hand culling my cheek and loping his lips. He brought his lips to mine and slowly kissed me. His lips tasted of mint and just him. His tongue lightly touching my lower lip, asking for an entry, and I gladly accepted the invitation. The kiss didn't get any deeper than what it was, it was just perfect. After a few minutes, he pulled away and rested his forehead against mine.

"I love you, you do realize this right?" He said quietly.

"Yeah I do..." I said just as quietly. I looked down at my phone and sighed.

"I need to call Camille." I said to him kissing his cheek and crawling out of bed.

"I'm here for support you know that." He calls out as I left the room. I dialed her number and she answered the 3rd time.

"On your way?" She asked happily.

"Actually, no?"

"Don't tell me you're canceling!?" She said in a high pitched voice.

"No I'm not! I-we- just have a problem."

"What problem? You're not pregnant are you..."

"Pregnant!? Who!?" I heard someone yell.

"No one Lou, now go away. Sorry, continue." She said

"Hadien called me." I said straight forward.

"What? Why?" She sounded genially surprised.

"Just said he needed you and I back in America, said he couldn't handle Tristan being in the hospital." I explained.

"Tristan's in the hospital!? Oh my god kac we have to leave like now!?" She yelled at me.

"You think I don't know that!" I said with jut as much emotion.

"Ok yeah you're right. We just, fuck, we have to get a plane ticket and passports renewed and everything Kacie!" Camille said.

"I know we do and we need to do it asap. Can't just push it off this time. He needs us." I said sitting down on the couch, bringing my knees to my chest and resting my hand on them. I took this time to just examine my hand while Camille continued on how we needed to leave now and just a bunch of things.

My hands aren't big but they aren't small either. Smaller than Harry's around the same size and Louis's. My fingers just as tiny, liam loves my hands. They difference between mine and his are so cute to him. I kept on examining my right hand as Camille talked. Finger by finger, knuckle bye knuckle, nail to nail. All 5 fingers, 4 were bare, 1 had a arrow tattooed on the inside, 1 had a ring.

Ring. The ring. I sighed deeply and hung my head a little bit before testing it against the couch.

"Camille can we talk later? I'm not fully listening." I said to her, not lying.

"Ok, yeah. Talk to you later!" She said, and with that she hung up. I tossed my phone next to me and looked back at my hands.

One hand forever belonged to Liam, my future.

One hand forever belonged to Harry, my past.

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A/N: oooooooooooooooooooo Kacie why you gotta do that tho...

HOPE YOU ENJOYED! So she's not over harry? I wouldn't be if I was her tbh.

Shout out to fat_moflow for the help and inspiration for part of this chapter. Low key with out her help this story would have ended and never finished at like chapter 7.... Ily honey.

Life update: so Alex Ramos follOWED ME ON TWITTER TODAY. That's 2 of my fav people in one week! [prays luke/michael is next]

ALSO: WWAT IS OVER AND IM CRYING BECAUSE IM UPSET WITH THAT BUT SO VERY PROUD OF THE BOYS.

Thank you for the 2k reads!? For that I'll do a double update this week! As in theres this chapter today and the other tomorrow/Tuesday!! Thank you all so very much! Ily 💕💕