Dear Chance,
Oh, my love. I hate the way we are. Rachel, she'll come up and speak to me and you, you see me and give a small wave. I miss talking to you. I miss seeing your name on my screen. I know I sound wrong and confusing. But, I'm also happy you respect my wishes. I said goodbye that day and I also said I need to focus on me for once in my life and seeing you two hurts and that for exes we are still too close. But, boy I never realize how much I miss you in my life. I really hope I'm not the 'jealous bitch' you spoke about. If I am. You're right, I'm jealous and I'm a bitch so you got that right. But I don't want you to see me like that. I also told you I needed to stay away from you just to get better but I was wrong and I see that now. I'm better when you are near. When you are here with me. I wish I could just text you and tell you but I know if I did, you would think I was crazy. It's my fault. I did this. I miss you Chance. I miss your gorgeous eyes. Your smile, your sense of humor that always made me laugh even when I was down. Your strong hold and your soft touch. Oh Chance, how I miss everything. But you're happy now, well at least I think. I can't help but feel nothing now when I see you and Rachel. I've become numb almost.
The Jealous Bitch,
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