Please Understand Why

I am you

Dear Unknown,

           Oh honey, you need to get your act together. Don't you think your spreading yourself a little too thin? I mean you have William, Chance, and Leo. Sweetheart, you need stop worrying about Chance, stay away for William, he is not good for you nor does he care about your wellbeing. And, Leo I'm pretty sure he only sees you as a friend. I mean you even said you guys couldn't be together. You've gone boy crazy and it feels like I don't know you anymore. What happened to that girl who didn't care if you got dumped, it was almost routine. A new week, a new girl, just to break up or get dumped later. It never had you hung up on the same person. People came and they went, and now your hung up on everyone who says you're remotely pretty. You seem to beg for attention. You are pathetic! Look at your action, hugging every guy you find attractive. Last year better yet not near a couples months ago you wouldn't even touch another person yet alone look them in the eyes. It's like you looked around and saw a minefield of shiny objects and decide you wanted to touch them all. It is sad. Every time you open your mouth you seem to be speaking about some boy or boy related issue. I feel bad for your best friend. I am you and I even get annoyed with the constant splurge of boy issues and problems that may come out of your mouth. Remember crying yourself to sleep, the headaches from stress, the sleepless nights. We're degrading and I blame you. If it wasn't for you, I'd be okay! I wouldn't have dark circles under my eyes, afraid of loving people, sleep deprived, with constant headaches. I would be okay but you screwed us over with your longing. You're hurting and guess what, no one is coming to save you. You're stuck in this downward spiral and you're ready to snap. Hell, you turned all the way around because you would rather not watch Chance and Rachel kiss as they went the way you were planning on going. It's sad and I look down upon the girl you have become. I pity you! I wish you knew this now but you do not. I'm sorry, please just learn and grow. Do not ever stop growing as a person.

I am you,

Unknown