Please Understand Why

Your Stupid Lizard

Dear Kate,

          I love you with all of my heart. I have no clue what or where I'd be without you. You are my other half. My twin. My counselor. My sister from another mister. But mostly my best friend. I know I've been hard to be around lately and I'm annoying. So, I have no clue to how you deal with all of my bullshit. I wish I knew what to say to help you. Seeing the hurt and tears breaks my heart every time. I wish I could take all your problems away from you. But, know that you never have to go through them alone. You are usually the strong one, the one with words of wisdom, the backbone, my rock. I wish I was able to be the same way towards you, I want to help I really do but I don't know what to say or how to help. I wish I had the words but I don't. I don't want tell you complete bullshit but yet words that you can use and grow from. We laugh and cry together. We have people convinced we are a couple. I spend most of my days texting and calling or spending them with you. You bring the enjoyment and fun to everything we do. When your gone its quite bland and dull. You're like the bright neon colors against a dark stormy sky. Beauty seems to be a fluent language to you. The unknowing beauty you entertain is breath taking even when its your "hobo day." The silly bubbly girl is one I adore and am astonish by. I love how we can have really hype days and just be crazy and goofy. But, I also adore how we can also be chill and have really deep conversation. Hell, you are sitting near me as I write this. You asked who is this too? And, say "I wanna read it, I'm going to read it once its done." I know you will. I'm okay with that, for only you know who I am. I mean like who I am behind the name and letters. Its refreshing to be with you. I could write for years upon years just upon us. But no matter how many words I write, words could never truly capture how much you mean to me. No analogy could describe the importance of you to me. But I can say your eyes remind me of a beautiful stain glass piece so full of color and hidden treasures. Your heart is like a rare metal, there is only a few similar and its hard to find one like it. The maze you call your mind is flabbergasting. Its so great filled with knowledge and trap doors of memories and exquisiteness. It continues to render me speechless every time you speak. I can help but stare at the fervor in your eyes and face when you start talking about what your passionate about. It's a Christmas tree being lit and I'm the little kid ready to listen to what you have to say. No matter what we are doing or where we are going. I got your back and I know you got mine.

Your Stupid Lizard

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