Innocence Lost

Chapter 46 (Frustrations)

Eric's POV

Mature Content

2 nights ago. . .

"Say my name again" I growled.

I had her exactly where I wanted her. Her body felt amazing pressed up against mine. My dick was getting harder by the second. I needed to fuck her bad, the past couple of days has been complete torture.

"Say it!" I growled again as I attacked her neck with bites and kisses.

I needed to hear her say it. No one else's name but mine. I didn't want anyone else touching her but me.

"Eric!" She finally screamed.

I swear I almost came in my pants right there.
Suddenly there was a knock at the door.

"Eric" It was Max.

"Fuck" I growled.

Why does he always interrupt me? He better have a damn good reason for it. I let go of Kate and straighten myself up before opening the door. Kate is all flushed and panting heavily. She wants it just as bad as I do. I open the door and allow Max to step inside.

"Max" I nod.

He walked into my office and glanced over at Kate, who was still leaned up against the wall. He definitely heard us. Who cares.

"I hope I'm not interrupting anything" he says.

"No. Kate was just leaving" I tell him.

I give her a stern look and she quickly rushes past Max, disappearing down the hall. He has a giant smirk on his face when he closes the door.

"She sure is something, Eric. You are one lucky son of a bitch" he says smirking "Wish I got visitor's like her in my office"

"What's up?" I say shrugging him off.

"Jeanine wants to see us. After initiation"

"Great" I say rubbing my temples.

"She also wants you send her the files on all the initiates fear simulations" he points out.

I look at him skeptically "What for? We just handed her over a divergent, what more does she want?"

"She didn't say. It's better just to give her what she wants" he said sternly.

"Yes sir" I mumble.

What does she want with those files?

Kate.

I quickly go into my computer and pull up her file right away. I rewatch her first sim for what felt like the hundredth time. As soon as she climbed up the stair in the burning building I paused it as she reaches for the doorknob.

What the fuck do I do?

I hover my finger over the delete button. Since when did I let my emotions get in the way of anything? Frustration and longing gets the best of me and I violently swing my arm, knocking over all the files I had on my desk. I exhale slowly and try to calm down. Without thinking I press the delete button. Jeanine can never know about her.

What the fuck is wrong with me? I need to remind myself that I have a job to do and eliminating divergents is a big part of that job. This isn't going to end well for any of us.

Just then, Ryker walks in and greets me with a nod. When the fuck did he get back?

"Eric" He raises his brows at the dark expression on my face. "What's going on?" He notices the mess of papers scattered before placing a report down on my desk.