Johnny's Journey

chapter 20 - pushing away

~Kenzie's POV~
our faces are literally inches apart and i just freaked out. i jumped off the bed and i ran out the room. i couldn't really get a good glance of Johnny's face but i could tell there was hurt in his face. he really wanted to kiss me and i just freaked out and ran out. i couldn't let myself get close to Johnny like this. i had to push him away and i had to push him away fast. i was breathing heavily and i leaned up against the wall and sat down and closed my eyes. shut down time again
~Johnny's POV~
it almost happened. we almost kissed. our faces were inches apart and god i was ready to just kiss her but she ran out the room and i was hurt. did she not want to kiss me? i really thought she liked me. i guess i was wrong.
~Kenzie's POV~
I'm shut down now. this is my process of calming myself down when i can't really do it. i shut everything down and i stay like that for a few minutes and i can't do anything but i can hear and see.
~Johnny's POV~
J: it's been awhile. i should really go check on her
i got up and walked out the room and saw Kenzie and slowly went over to her
J: Kenzie?
no reply
J: Kenzie? are you okay?
still no reply
J: Kenzie don't be scared
i slowly kneeled down beside her and picked her up and carried her back in the room and laid her on the bed and sat down and just looked at her. i hope she's okay. i don't know what happened to her but this happened last time and i don't know why it happens but i guess it calms her or something because she looks so peaceful and just as i was lost in my thoughts Kenzie opened her eyes and i didn't notice until she said something. what she said shocked me. what she had said was...
what did Kenzie say?
(not really a good chapter but i promise they'll get better when i come up with some ideas haha)