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I'm In Love With You

Title: I'm In Love With You
Requested? Yes.
Plot: Imagine being in a toxic relationship and Josh helping you through your sadness until you realize who you really love.
Warnings: None.
Word count: 897

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"Can you listen to me, just once?!" You yelled at the top of your lungs, unable to find any other way to stop your boyfriend's constant blabbering. Once again, for the God knows which time this week, he accused you of cheating on him, this time with a guy that approached you at the bar last night. The only reason why that guy approached you was because your 'boyfriend' left you all alone, and wandered off somewhere. But he still had the audacity to accuse you of cheating on him.

Your relationship was always on the rocks, never pretty, there were times when you two were not able to last a whole week without fighting, over every little thing you could think of. Those times, you always wondered why you were still with him, but you always saw the good in people, and even searched for it when there was none to be found, like in this situation, so you stayed around, hoping he would come to his senses. I mean, what girl wouldn't want to be able to say she changed a bad guy and he became a better person in a way.

Sadly, here it was a hopeless battle, and the only thing changing was you. You were no longer the happy-go-lucky girl you used to be. Your smile started looking forced, out of character. But at least you figured out who your true friends were, the ones who payed attention to you and asked if there was something wrong, even tough you did your best to look as happy as possible.

The shouting match between you and your boyfriend continued for a few more minutes, after he refused to listen to you and kept acting as the cheated boyfriend who loved you, but you betrayed him. Oh please. You decided you've had enough and stormed out of his apartment. Even though you two were dating, there was some force, you didn't know what it was, but it was pulling you farther and farther away from moving in with him. You put your hands in your pockets and walked with your head low.

Suddenly you bumped into someone's chest. You looked up to meet a pair of dark brown's. You realized quickly who was standing in front of you. It was Josh Dun. You two met a while back, about a few months ago and he was always there to lend a helping hang or a shoulder to cry on when you were down. He also made many attempts to persuade you to break up with your boyfriend, but it never really got to your head. No matter how much he wished it would have. For the truth is, you meant to him more then just a friend.

Yeah, Josh had started falling in love with you, after he spent enough time with you to realize how amazing you were as a person, and how many things the two of you have in common. He took interest in the way you looked at certain subjects, and was really glad you were a down-to-earth girl, with a take charge attitude. Although, that had changed drastically over time, and he wished there was some way he could bring that girl back.

"Him again? You need to realize he's not good enough for you Y/N!" He said once he saw your pained face. Honestly, he was tired of watching you sad day in and day out. You have grown so apart from your boyfriend that you just didn't feel that spark anymore, that connection that you used to have, but you could never hate him, no matter what. Josh was once again your shoulder to cry on and you were glad you bumped into him. Although you wondered how he knew where you were.

"Umm..well, about that. I actually wanted to tell you something, but it can wait, really." He said, getting noticeably uncomfortable. You teased him slightly saying he was on the verge of possibly becoming your stalker, earning a chuckle from him. And in a way he was, always trying to make sure you were alright. But his main goal now was making you laugh. He raised his index finger, signaling you to wait while he rushed to the kitchen.

Once he came back, he had some kind of a crown on his head and was holding a plate of nachos out to you, and he bowed dramatically as you reached to take it, making you laugh, the music to Josh's ears. He told you jokes and funny stories of him and Tyler, just making your day good again. However, during the course of those few hours you two spent together, you could notice he had something on his mind. You asked him about it, and he decided he couldn't hide it anymore, he had to tell you.

"I'm in love with you." He said, leaning over slightly and looking into your eyes. At first you didn't know how to reach, you mind raced to find words, failing miserably. At one point you just snapped and pulled Josh in for a kiss. It felt like in the movies, the right one was always right in front of you, but you were to blind to see it. And so began your relationship with Josh, the drummer. And you realized why it never worked out with anyone else.