My Thoughts

Cheating

    Cheating hurts more than you think.
Being so loyal to someone and then wanting someone else hurts so much more than you think.
It breaks any trust they could have in a future relationship.
I used to think I would be strong enough to walk away if someone did that.
But cheaters are such good liars.
They make you think they love you.
And God they're good at it.
It's so hard to walk away.
But God it hurts more to be with them.
Loving someone and them breaking you is one of the worst things to feel.
Loving someone to the point of believing whatever they say even when your gut is saying they're lying and them crushing your heart over and over again.
And that has a lasting effect on people, it hurts them so much more than you could ever think it does. And until you know the pain, you can't help them.
It makes you think that anything that comes out of people's mouths are lies. It makes you think the people who truly love you don't give a rats ass about you.
One of the worst mistakes i've made in my life is forgiving him and running back.
And even when i rid myself of him, i find myself missing him and wishing he was by my side. even though i know i'm so much better without him.