My Thoughts

Hide you Away pt. 2

I recently found out you aren't who I thought you were. Everyone says you're crazy and bad tempered, but you really aren't. You're one of the sweetest people I've ever met. But I don't know how you got that way.
Hearing about your home life hurts the crap out of me. It kills me to know what you go through.
Knowing your dad doesn't give a shit and your mom just drinks her pain away, ugh I hate it. I hate the fact that your parents don't parent at all.
I wish I could pluck you from that situation, I wish I could take your pain away.
I wish I could show you just how much you mean to me.
I.... I love you.
I haven't had the courage to say it, but I do. I love you.
I only have 3 months with you until you ship off to god knows where, and i can't believe you won't be back for 5 years, but it's okay because I have you right now.
I wish I could help you more than I can right now. I wish I was able to hide you away.
I want to. I want to hide you away and show you how much I care for you.
I can't tell you how much I wish.
It kills me.