My Thoughts

Bad Decision

Walking away from someone you love is the hardest thing to do.
Tearing yourself away from something that makes you feel safe, comfortable because it's better for you is terrifying. But sometimes it's better to do that, I don't know.
I don't know if you feel this. I don't know if you care anymore because my mind says you don't. But I hate this. I don't want to miss you. I don't want to wish I was with you. I just want to stay.
Let's make a bad decision. Let's not think. Let's just be.
I want to just lay down with you and not worry about tomorrow. I want to be with you.
I know it's not the right thing. I know it's better to be apart, but I don't want to miss you anymore. I don't want to worry about if you're with someone else or if you're sad. I want to be able to tell you I love you and show you. I want to kiss you and tell you about my day. I don't want to think about how my future is going to be without you.
I don't want to have to miss you. I don't want to go home knowing my home isn't you anymore. My safety net is you and I don't have it anymore, and that hurts so bad.
I don't want to miss you anymore.
Let's make a bad decision. Let's be together.