My Thoughts

Love

Love is so fragile.
It's so delicate, so structured, one tap could shatter it. Yet we continue to admire it. We continue to let ourselves fall over and over again, continuously forgetting about heartache and pain. Why? Because we need affection. We need love.

But I don't regret you letting me love you. I don't regret falling for you. Because you are the best thing to come into my life. You are flipping my life into something that I can actually be proud of. You make me so happy and excited for the future. I love you more than I should and I want to continue loving you for forever. It might be early, that might scare you, but I'm telling you I want to. It may not happen, but I want to.

I'm here to make you happy, feel loved, and be safe. I'm here to scratch your back, play with your hair, to talk to you when you're down. I'm here to help you realize you don't have to go through this life alone. No matter what, I'm going to be here for you, even when you don't want me to. Because love is putting your needs before mine even when inconvenient, even when it hurts me. Love is making sure you're content before I focus on me. Love is taking care of you. And I know you aren't ready to open up. I promise I know. And I promise to be patient with you because I know it's hard for you. But I'll be here no matter what you do. JEL, I love you with all my heart.

Thank you for being part of my life and leading me to where I need to go. I'm forever grateful for you.