My Thoughts

Something to live for

I want something to live for.
I want hope.
I want happiness.
I want to wake up and know what the world has in store for me.
But right now, I don't have that. I don't have purpose in my life.
Why should I go do the same thing that I've been doing for a year? It's not moving me forward any.
Why should I be excited for summer when I know that I'm just going to have to go back to school? It's a revolving door of endless hopelessness and there's no way to stop the revolution. It keeps spinning. Around and around and around.
I need a reason to wake up. To say I'm here and I'm ready to live because I don't have motivation for that right now.
I don't have hope and that's exactly what I need right now.
Just give me something to live for. It's all I need.