My Thoughts

Not okay

Something's been on my mind. Something bad and not fun and not okay.
I like you. And it's not okay. Not okay at all.
You're in a relationship. And so am I. And you love her. And I love him. I love him a lot but I can't help that I like you.
I hate the fact that I want to kiss you. I really really hate that. Because I love him. I love him a lot. But I like you.
I've never liked you before. We've been friends for a while and I've never liked you, but now I do. What happened?
I told you the other day I was freaking out about being with him, that I was wondering if it was going to work or that if I truly loved him. And I know I do now, but I also don't know what I'm feeling.
I don't know if it's going to work out with him. I don't know if he's something that is going to last a long time and I've never doubted something like that before, and I think it's because of you.
I don't know what's going on in my head, I really don't. And I want it to change, but I can't get you out of my head.
Get out of my head. Get out of my head. I need you to get out of my head.