My Thoughts

Helping

I wish there was a way to find the people who really need help. To find the ones who want to die so badly they slit their wrists or take a bottle of pills or hang themselves or any of those. I wish there was a way to tell those people what they need to hear and make them believe it.
To anyone reading who needs to hear this, you are loved. You are wanted. You deserve everything in the world. You are beautiful. You are talented. You are glorious. No one should take that away from you. Not an enemy, not your family, not even yourself.
To anyone struggling with the image of yourself, I wish you could see the way I see you. I see you as strong. As someone who, when faced with a challenge, you can overcome it. When you're told something you don't like, you can chose to take it in or throw it away.
The world can be your palace or your dungeon. It's up to you to choose. I know that that seems hard. It actually seems impossible. But I'm telling you you choose. It's a disease. It really is. Feeling like you're worthless is so hard to help but it's so, so common. I can't tell you how many times I've felt worthless to the world. It's so hard to fix. So hard.
I wish I could help so someone could benefit from me being here and I wish I could've saved your life. I'm so sorry.