My Thoughts

Cheating part fucking two

I'm so god damn hurt. I'm so frustrated. I'm so angry. I'm so everything. Everything hurts and I can't stop thinking of everything. I can't stop. It hurts so much. God I can't even sleep my mind is rolling. I loved you more than anything. I gave you everything. I let you do what you wanted and go anywhere you fucking wanted and I guess thats why. You had fucking freedom. I gave you everything you wanted. What more could you possibly have wanted. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't. Fucking. UNDERSTAND. It doesn't make any sense. Can I get some god damn answers please cause all I want to do right now is fall asleep and never wake up. I want to fall into a pit and never come out. I can't do this anymore. It hurts so fucking bad.