My Thoughts

You

I've been through something I thought was love. I've been through a relationship, that I was all in, that the other person was not committed, not in love. I've been through what I thought was mutual love.
But you, you're so.... different. You make me feel so loved, so wanted. You make me feel better than I've ever felt.
When I'm with you, I never want to leave. I'm never aching to be away from you or yearning to be alone. You help me realize how much room I have to grow.
You make me adventurous. You make me want to try stuff I've never tried before, to climb mountains I've never wanted to climb until you. You make me want to try new things.
You make me better than I was. You make me happier, wiser, more daring, more confident, all around better.
You make me friendlier. Without you, I was angry. I was hurting. I was so confused about how wronged I was and why everything happened. But now I know. Now, I can laugh more and talk to people I couldn't talk to before. That's because of you.
I've said it before and I'll say it again, god put me through the pain I've endured to prepare me for you, to help me appreciate you the way you deserve to be appreciated.
I don't deserve you and I don't know how I have you. You are so much better than I could ever be but somehow, I have you. And god, I am so so thankful. Because of you, I know what love is. I know if you love someone, you don't hurt them, you don't yell at them, you do everything in your power to give them the best life possible. You put them first.
It's a cliche, but I know what love is because of you.
I am who I am because of you.
Thank you for being the man I am able to love and the man who loves me.
This isn't everything I have to say. I could write forever and you still wouldn't know everything I think about in my mind, but this is what I'm leaving you for now.
I love you more than you will ever know. More than life, happiness, hope, anything. I hope you always know that.
I love you. I love you. I love you.