Felicity Jones is following her family's legacy of serving in the army. In her deployment she meets a special ginger that will change her life forever.
Felicity pov Sam had unknowingly opened Pandora's box in my mind. Dark secrets I had suppressed and forgotten were now rising up. They scared me, I hated it, it made me feel weak. But I was so scared of the memories that I didn't tell Harry. When I'd wake up screaming from a nightmare, I'd tell him it was of Afghanistan when in reality it was Trystan.
Even though I knew Trystan couldn't get me physically, I still felt like he was holding onto me.
I was unraveling, Trystan had the string and he kept pulling on it. To make it worse I found out he was sending me mail from prison. How I found this out was I was in the mail room sending out a letter to Clayton when I found the basket of mail they kept hidden from me. I stole all the letters and took them to my room. I hid in my closet and read them. They all had the same message, that he loved me and he wanted me back. Some were more explicit than others but they put more and more burdens in my heart.
I clutched a letter reading the horrifying things it said, when a pounding came at the door of the bathroom. "Felicity? Are you alright?" Harry asked. I scrambled to hide the letters in the extra box of tampons under the sink. I dried my eyes and fixed my makeup. "Felicity are you alright?" Harry knocked again. I heard Milo scratching at the door. "I'm fine." I Said in a cheery way. "Just give me a moment." I Said as I finished my makeup up.
I went to the door and opened it and put my mask of a smile on. "Are you Alright? I thought I heard you crying?" Harry asked as he put his hands on my shoulders. "I'm fine, I was just reading an article about African children." I lied as I slipped past him. "Hey are you almost ready for the photoshoot?" Harry asked.
I had gotten so caught up in the letters, I had forgotten. "That's today?" I asked. "Yes in twenty minutes, are you ready?" Harry asked. "No, you should have came and gotten me earlier." I Said as I ran into the closet.
I grabbed the outfit I was supposed to wear and I changed quickly.
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
I ran back to the bathroom and took my hair down. I brushed it out and flipped it to add some volume. I kept messing with it and then I grabbed my shoes. "Are the children ready?" I asked. "Silvia got them ready." Harry said. I ran to my jewelry box and I grabbed my jewelry. "Milo, vest." I commanded. Milo went and got his service vest. He came over to Harry who put his vest on. "You have three minutes to be downstairs." Harry said. "I will be there." I ran back to the bathroom and put more makeup on to make myself not look like the nervous wreck I was.
I ran down the stairs and into the sunroom where we were going to take Sofia's one year old pictures even though she wasn't a year old yet. "There you are," Martha said giving me a disappointed look. "Sorry I lost track of time." I Said. "Alright let's do Harry and Sofia first." Ramona said, she was our photographer for all of our portraits. "Alright," Harry took Sofia from Silvia. "Hey cutie." Harry cooed making Sofia giggle.
