War Torn

Chapter 78

Felicity pov
I sat up in bed as Milo laid on my legs. I looked at my watch, it was about time when Tracy would come in and ask me if I would join our group for session.

A knock came at the door and sure enough Tracy came in. Tracy came over and sat on my bed.
"How are you doing Felicity?" She asked.
"I wanna call Harry." I Said.
"Really?" She asked. I nodded.

She took her cell phone out and gave it to me. I dialed Harry's number then held the phone to my ear as it rang. After three rings someone picked up.

"Hello?" Marcus answered.
"Marcus, it's Felicity, is Harry near by?" I asked.
"He just started giving a speech. I'll make sure he calls you back when he finishes." Marcus Said.
"Alright," I Said as a tear rolled my cheek.
"Goodbye Felicity." Marcus Said.
"Goodbye." I Said. I hung up.
"Was he able to come to the phone?" Tracy Asked as I gave her phone back.
"No, he was at an engagement." I Said.
"Do you want to come to our group session today?" Tracy Asked And for the first time in three weeks, I nodded.
"great!" Tracy Smiled.

She moved and I grabbed my prosthetic leg and sock. I slid the sock on and then put my prosthetic leg on. I got up and Milo jumped off my bed and got his vest.

"Is it fine if I come as is?" I asked.
"Definitely, it will be great to have you back." Tracy Said.
I put my hair up in a messy bun and then followed Tracy to our group's room.

I sat down in a chair and the women trickled in. Most hugged me and told me how good it was to see me.

Once everyone arrived. Tracy closed the door and she opened the floor to our discussion.

Rachel told us how she had gotten a letter from her girlfriend telling her she had gotten a promotion.

Melody told us how she was excited to go home soon since she was getting released soon.

Heather told us how her kids were doing and Karen who was new to our group also told us about her kids.

"How about you Felicity? We haven't seen you in a few weeks." Tracy Asked.
"I feel like I should just update you all on what's been going on in my life. And why I've been so depressed lately." I paused and left the wave of nauseousness pass.
"Are you alright, Felicity?" Tracy Asked.
"I'm fine," I Said as I shook the nauseousness off. 
"Well as you know, the queen died recently and I had to go back for the funeral, but I had to comeback before the reading of her will. But Will, Kate And Harry called me to tell me about the reading and what major things that was in it that I should be aware of. And Harry told me a bomb shell that directly affects our marriage. And it made me crumble." I Said as I gripped Milo's leash. He put his head on my lap and I scratched his head.
"What was it?" Melody asked.

I started crying. Heather put her hand on my back.

"The Queen Said In her will that if I get to the point that I can't fulfill my royal duties and be a mum because of my mental health, then Harry and I are to get a divorce." I Said as Tracy gave me a box of tissues.
"And I know Harry is against it. He definitely does not want Dane or Sofia to go through what he and Will went through when his parents got divorced. We both agreed before we had children we would never put our children though what they went through. And it just makes my relationship with the queen so much worse. The two of us we ended our relationship terribly. The last time I spoke to her In Person In a Private personal conversation. Was when she accused me of my suicide attempts as me seeking attention. I spent ten minutes explaining to her That I actually wanted to die, and this was not an attempt for attention." I felt angry and I definitely didn't want to take it out on anyone in here. I needed to calm down.

I got up and left. Milo trotted along next to me. I went outside and I went over to a tree and sat down. I needed to breath and think. Milo laid in my lap and I stroke him.