Unwanted

Kabanata 48

Kabanata 48

Surprise

I called Louis

Kahit na pinipigilan ang pag hikbi ay hindi ko nakayanan, My hands are trembling a bit

"L-Louis." nauutal kong tawag

"Yes, love?" his voice was husky

Siguro ay nakahiga na ang isang ito kaya napapaos ang boses niya, I suddenly wondered how he was lying in the bed! what the fuck self?! Get a fucking hold of yourself!

"I'm sorry did I disturb you?" nahihiya kong tanong

"What? No!" agap niya "What's the matter? Miss me already, huh?" he joked

Napangiti ako doon, Hindi ko alam na kahit sa simpleng bagay lang ngayon ay napapasaya niya ako!

"Hmm, maybe." I laugh but my voice broke kaya napapikit ako ng mariin

"Ba't ganiyan ang boses mo? May nangyari ba?" nanghuhusga niyang tanong

Nanlaki ang mga mata ko at bahagyang kinabahan, how did he know? Paano nalang pala kung nasa harapan ko siya ngayon, baka tuluyan na akong nahimatay!

Kahit na hindi ko siya nakikita ay alam kong nakakunot na ang noo niya

"Uh... I had an argument awhile ago... with...Zael" I said medyo nag aalanganin

I need to tell him about it!

"About what?" malamig niyang tanong

I took a deep sigh before answering him, Does it necessary?

"He told me that my happiness could last because you might hurt me again soon..." halos pabulong kong sabi

Hindi siya umimik at nanatiling tahimik ng ilang segundo

"That's not true! We will last Zalestra, I'll do everything so that we could last!" he told me

Huminga ako ng malalim at isinandal ang ulo sa pader ng aking kuwarto

"I know, alright. I believe in you." nanginig ang boses ko

"Hush, love.." he whispered slowly

Pumikit ako ng mariin at tahimik na umiyak. Pagsubok na naman ba ito para saming mga marurupok ang puso? Kung ganoon, hindi ako susuko! Marami na kaming napagdaanan ngayon pa ba susuko?

I hate it! I hated it so much, na masyado akong mahina, sa mga simpleng bagay lang ay nasasaktan ako, but sorry I'm just a little girl who got lost in the sea of memories...

"When you feel your love's been taken
When you know there's something missing
In the dark, we're barely hangin' on
Then you rest your head upon my chest
And you feel like there ain't nothing left
I'm afraid that what we had is gone."

Nanlaki ang mga mata ko sa gulat dahil ang mahal ko ay kasalukuyang kumakanta!

"Then I think of the start
And it echoes a spark
And I remember the magic electricity
Then I look in my heart
There's a light in the dark
Still a flicker of hope that you first gave to me
That I wanna keep
Please don't leave
Please don't leave..." his voice was husky while he sang

Tumigil siya at biglang humalakhak, napangiti din ako kahit na hindi ko alam kung bakit siya tumawa

"I'm sorry my voice broke as fuck!" he blurted

"That's nice! I like it!" I said merrily

"Really?" he sounds so happy while I praise him

"Uh-hm,"