Mr. Hugutero (once broken)

It's just a comma

Looking in the sky, feet on the ground
Feeling useless, thinking why did you leave me around?
Taking a deep breath, swallowing the pain
Still in th end, you've just drive me insane

Number of questions passing, answers remain unknown
Hoping for your presence, yet your shadow's no shown
Clouds now is moving, sky now is changing
The reality hits me big time, it is heart shattering

Heart aches, yet there is no hatred
My mind, my existence become bothered
I can't understand myself now
Still asking questions, what, why and how?

Blue, turns to white now into red,
The sky change, like how's your love fade
I don't want to embrace the reality
This is not bad nor healthy

Taking a sigh, standing in the lane
Laying my eyes into another scene
Faking a smile, what a great pretender
Now I starts to walk, indeed I'm a big liar.

I got your sympathy from the start,
My thoughts are coming in and out, I want to fart
Why I ended up like this?, this question crossed suddenly
I am now no how, I got silence, I am broken emotionally

I'll just put a comma here and not a dot
I believe this isn't the end, a need a good shot
I will stop uttering for a moment
Feeling numb, heart tormented,