Mr. Hugutero (once broken)

If I just

If I just can turn back the time
When I can still call you mine,
I will hold your hand tightly
And will never let you go that easy,

If I just can withdraw my words,
Like how I stab you with my invisible swords
I will whisper to your ear
How much I love you dear,

If I just be brave before
Like the love for me you pour
This might not be happening
That I am regretting,

If I just have the power and the money
Maybe I will not be afraid to fight for you baby
But I don't anything to offer for them
Unlike him, who have the money and fame.

If I just born in this world wealthy
Maybe you and I will be forever happy
Living in this world peacefully,
With you, with our future family,

If I just don't sleep yesterday
You will never choose him instead of me
Maybe you will fight for us
Like what you did from the start.

But I can't go back to the time what we used to be
I must accept now what's happening to our reality,
I must endure the pain I feel.
And let you go for real.