darling | brendon urie | sequel to "strawberries"

5: "i love you baby girl"

i couldn't stop myself from kissing her, touching her...she was mine. all her beauty was in my possession. i was the one who loved her. and she loved me.

"mmm baby we might have a round two at this rate" she giggled as i kept kissing her neck.
"i don't even care" i cuddled up to her.
"aw baby" she kissed my head and let me snuggle onto her. "i love you baby girl" she got up and went to pee then get ready while i laid on her bed, rolling myself into the sheets.

she helped me up once she was done and put my underwear on me, lifting me up carefully. she pulled my bottoms on, giggling as she saw how shy i was being.

"you okay?" she asked.
"im in love with you" i replied dreamily. she gently kissed me.
"i've missed you so much. it was so bad. i was so scared" she sat me on her lap, my legs either side of her.
"i-i need to pee" i knew it'd happen again so i ram to the bathroom. she laughed and aftr i peed she pulled my legs onto her lap and pulled me into another kiss.

"are you guys finish?" justin!
jessica sniggered. "yes. we are"
he opened the door and sighed. "you guys are so gay" he sat next to me.
"ew you're a straighty" i joked. he and jessica laughed.
"how've you been since you came back?" justin asked, his arm round me.
"i have panic attacks everyday"
"oh god baby im so sorry" jessica said.
"brendon lets me isolate myself because he knows i kind of need it right now. but when i start seeing molly in a few days im coming clean"
"did something bad happen?"
"a lot of bad stuff" i said quietly.

"i don't mind telling you guys a little"
"when you're ready" jessica said.
"so uh i was walking through new york like three months ago. and this guy pulled me into an alleyway. i had a panic attack and he was trying to take off my jeans and i couldn't control myself but i managed to stab him with my keys in his appendix and run off"
"oh my god" justin was in shock.
"i keep having nightmares about it" i whispered, tears streaming down my cheeks. jessica squeezed my hand.

"that sounds so scary. im so sorry you had to go through that" she wiped my tears and my friends gave me a group hug.