darling | brendon urie | sequel to "strawberries"

27. "i cant"

"dylan?" brendon saw me sobbing on the floor listening to hayley kiyoko.

"come here you" he pulled me into his arms and i cried harder. "hey i know its hard. but you'll get through it" he said.
"i wont. i cant" i whispered.
"yes you can. you've fought so much! i know you can do it! okay?" he pulled away and wiped my tears. "you're very beautiful" he helped me up and left the room and came back with a shoe box.
"we're taking these photos down" he gestured to all the photos of me and her.
"okay" i started to remove the photos off the wall. i took some out of the frames and put some of her gifts and clothes inside too.
"im gonna put this in the garage. and you are going to have a shower and wear some pretty clothes and we're going birthday shopping"

i had a shower and got into a billie eilish t shirt, black ripped jeans and fishnet tights. i tied the t shirt up and tied my hair up to. i put on some perfume, grabbed my phone and bag and headed downstairs.

we got in the car and turned on the radio amd harry styles' new song was on. i hummed along and decided to post on instagram. i found a photo of me and jessica laying on grass laughing.

@dylanurie: ok so we broke up but its okay bc it was for a good reasons and shes v pretty

"gay" brendon coughed.
"im proud!"