17: "i dont wanna loose you"

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"dylan whats wrong?"

me and jessica were watching a movie and i was laying in her lap sobbing quietly. she sat me up and wiped my tears.
"i don't wanna loose you!"
"oh baby no" she hugged me. "never" she pulled away.
"im scared"
"it's okay" she assured me. "c'mon let's cuddle for a bit" she turned the movie off and pulled me into her arms . i snuggled into them, clinging onto her.
"you guys okay?" sarah walked in.
"yeah" jessica smiled at her kindly.

jessica left an hour later and i cried harder. i went to look for my dad. i went to the studio sobbing and knocked on the door. he opened it straight away and saw my face.
"you okay?" he asked. i shook my head. "gimmie a sec" then i saw he was live streaming. i quickly left, feeling horrible. i sat at the counter hiding my face.

the anxiety had taken over and i couldn't breathe. all i remember was brendon asking if i was okay.

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