darling | brendon urie | sequel to "strawberries"

11: "don't ever leave me"

i woke up the next day to see jessica awake and on her phone, sat up. she didn't care that her chest was exposed. thats what i loved about her..she was growing more confident and trusted me.
"hey" i sat up and kissed her lips. she smiled.
"how'd you sleep?" she asked.
"good. no nightmare"

"are you two clothed?" brendon knocked on the door. we giggled and got into our pyjamas then opened the door to reveal brendon with the rest of my suitcases.
"that asshole won't be back. even if he gets out of jail you can't go back go him" he hugged me. "thats so good" i said as we pulled away.
"i made you two some breakfast. im gonna go and pick up sarah from the airport"

brendon left before me and jessica went downstairs to eat. i pulled her into a kiss mid eating. she giggled and kissed me back.
"you're so clingy, its so cute" she said, caressing my cheek. i shyly looked away as she laughed and put out plates in the dishwasher.

we went upstairs and got ready. i got into some ripped jeans, fishnet tights and a bring me the horizon crop top . i put on some eye liner and mascara and tied my hair up a little. jessica got into a paramore t shirt and black shorts.

she put on some music and we danced, laughing. then the doorbell rang. i opened it to see sierra.
"hey" she said.
"uh..." i was lost for words. 
"you mind if i come in?" she asks. i nodded. "i just wanna talk" she added.
"babe whos at the door?" jessics called.
"you're still with her?" she spat bitterly. i nodded. "wow and heres me thinking i have a chance with you!"
jessica came over and pulled me into her arms. "don't worry my love" she comforted me. she turned to sierra. "just leave her alone" and closed the door.
"she's so mean" i said quietly.
"i know baby. just don't give in to her" i nodded and took her hand. i led her to my room and pulled her onto my bed.
li feel happy yet worried" i admitted. "like my stupid anxiety may be fucking around with me but you make me so happy" i said. she pulled me onto her lap, my legs around her waist.
"you make me feel more alive" she then pulled me into a kiss.

it deepened then the door opened.
"why are you two always doing sexual things?" brendon sighed.
we pulled away. "we are clothed with our tongues in each others mouths. its not like my hands up her fucking shirt" i flipped him off and got off her. i slid past him and he grabbed me.
"brendon let me say hi to your girlfriend!" i tried pulling away.
"no, i love you" he said.
"ew you guys are mushy" jessica said.
"yeah and im not screwing sarah every five seconds" he hugged me. "and i love my child thank you" he added.
"sarah can you rescue me?" i called.
she came upstairs and smiled. "hey! you okay?" she hugged me.
"brendon captured me" i pouted.
she laughed. "he's really missed you. and im so god damn tired" she yawned.
"go get some rest babe" brendon and her kissed and i pretend to puke.
"fuck off dylan" brendon scoffed.

jessica went home and sarah went to sleep for a bit do me and brendon turned on some music and made some snacks. we yelled along to yungblud and then sat down to eat. we had some deep conversation. i told him more about what happened when i ran away.

"i got attacked by a drunk person. it reminded me of when my mom got drunk. they suffocated me then i managed to kick them in the balls"
"that must have been so scary"
"it was. i left new york afterwards and went to chicago for a bit...you could say i travelled the states" i giggled.
"why'd you run away darling?" he asked suddenly.

"i didn't want to live with my bio dad. i had to think fast. so...i did that"
"don't ever leave me" he said, hugging me.