darling | brendon urie | sequel to "strawberries"

35: "can i take you on a date?"

i giggled as paige planted kisses on my neck. she sighed and climbed on top of me.
"you're so beautiful" she kissed my lips gently. i blushed. "dylllll" she dragged the l. i looked at her "can i take you on a date?" she asked.

i hesitated. we were fuck buddies and all but i didn't know if i had actual feelings towards her. i nodded and a  smile grew on my face. she squealed and pelted me with kisses. i grinned and pulled her next to me.
"you're so adorable" she replied softly kissing my jawline.
"dylan im home!" fuck. brendon was back. i gasped and shot up. i went to the bathroom, peed and threw some clothes on.

stay here. i'll try sneak you out.

"why can't i meet your dad?" she pouted.

im scared :( pleaseee.

"okay. only because i like you" she smiled. she got dressed and kissed me. "i'll pick you up
tomorrow at seven" she opened the window and jumped out.

"dylan!" brendon called. i ran downstairs and hugged him.
"hi!" i smiled.
"hey darling. you okay?" he asked, pulling away.
"i am fantastic. you?" i asked.
"im suspicious as to whos coat is in the hallway"

my phone buzzed.
paige: I left coat shoes so I'm wearing yours

fuck. "who was over?" he asked.
"oh uh...just a friend" i stammered.
"hmm alright...whats lesbian for 'friend'?"
"brendon!" i went red and he chuckled.
"dylan, its nothing to be ashamed of. really"
"i know but im a weirdo. remember? besides...i have a date with her tomorrow" i grinned.
"really!? atta girl!" we high fived

i poured brendon a beer and made us some sandwiches. he told me about his day and i listened inventively. why was i so interested in whatever brendon had to say? i always insisted on hearing what he had to say instead of ranting about my problems.

i looked up to my dad. i never had a role model in my life. my mom was an alcoholic who was left by my abusive father. the adoption centre was full of bullies and my school teachers sucked. i was beaten up in school and the scar on my side will never leave.

i guess he was my role model.
"dylan?? dylano?? dyl pill??" brendon snapped his fingers in my face. i blinked and looked at him.
"you alright?" he asked. i nodded.
"i love you so much" i got up and hugged him.
"hey i love you too" he hugged me back.