Second Chances (2nd book of Contest Winner)

Chapter Fourty-Six

I woke up before Harry this morning. I could not sleep well after my conversation with Matt last night. I know he was right but i do want  a baby. Why can't Harry just do this one thing for me. All he has to do is sleep with me once maybe twice. Why is that so hard? 

Since i couldnt sleep i decided to just get up and make breakfast. I am not as good a cook as Harry of course so all i ended up making was french toast, bacon and scrambled eggs with milk, cheese, and pepper. I know it may sound gross but i promise it taste amazing. I also made two cups of coffee and set the table for when he woke up. 

Not to long went by when a sleepy looking Harry came out of the bedroom. He rubbed his eyes, yawned, and then stretched his arms in the air. He had on no shirt and his hair was a complete mess. 

"Morning." I smiled slightly. 

"What is this?" He asked looking at the table. 

"Breakfast." I answered simply then took my medicine. "Did you sleep well?" I asked trying to make simple conversation as he sat down at the table to join me. 

"Yes i did actually. What about you?" He asked. 

"I have had better." I answered honestly. "I actually had a horrible nightmare and i could not go back to sleep after that." 

"Well do you want to talk about it?" He asked and i shook my head no. 

"I do not want to think about it." I answered. 

"Okay well which park do you want to go to today?" He asked. 

"I don't care. Whatever is fine with me." I shrugged. "You know i am actually not that hungry anymore." I said and sttod up from the table. 

"Charlie you need to eat something." He said. 

"I did. I had two pieces of toast and a handleful of bacon." I replied. 

"Promise?" He asked. 

"Promise." I said. "Plus i drank all my coffee. I am just going to go get in the shower real quick okay?" 

"Okay." He said barely over a whisper and then i went into the bathroom. 

When i got out Harry was leaning over the counter. His knuckles were white from his grip and his head was looking down. I could not see his face because his back was towards me but i had a feeeling his eyes were shut as well. 

I took a deep breath and walked over to him. I was still only in my towel but i didn't care. I went straight over to him and placed my left hand on his back. 

"Harry?" I asked and he jumped away from me. He walked over to the sink and started frantically washing the dishes. "Harry." I said again. 

"I am fine." He said with his head still down. 

"Hey." I said and walked over to him again. "Look at me." 

"I said i am fine Charlie." He said a little harsh. 

"Okay. Sorry." i said and put my hands in the air in surrender. Then i made my way into the bedroom. I was only in my bra and underwear when the bedroom door flung open. "Harry? What are you doing?" 

He didn't say anything though. Instead he walked straight up to me and smashed his lips to mine. I gasped shocked at his sudden action. He pushed me backwards and my back hit the wall. Then he reached for my thigh and lifted my legs up and i wrapped them around his waist. 

His tongue forced its way into my mouth and started exploring my mouth. His movements were desperate and a little rough, but i didn't care. I let out a loud moan and spun us around and bent forward so we would land on the bed without breaking contact.