Second Chances (2nd book of Contest Winner)

Chapter Fifty-Three

The next morning I woke up early to take a shower.

Afterwards I put my hair in a cute pony-tail and did natural make-up. I put on a long sleeve white shirt and a brown and white tribal cardigan.

Then I put on a pair of normal skinny jeans and brown boots that came a little below my knees.

I checked everything one last time before walking out of the room.

I went to Zayn's room and knocked on it but no one came to the door.

I waited a few seconds and then knocked again.

Still nothing.

So I decided to go down to the breakfast area downstairs. The hotel had blocked off a specific area for us only.

I went straight in to see Ashton, Louis, Mikey, Calum, Luke, and Zayn all sitting around a table they pulled together. Zayn had an ice pack on his chin.

I ran straight over to them and wrapped my arms around Zayn's neck.

"Well good morning to you too, luv." He groaned and hugged me back with one hand.

"What is wrong with you?" Louis asked.

"Im sorry." I said to Zayn and pulled away to look at him.

"Why are you sorry?" He asked.

"If I had known what he was going to do....." I said and shook my head.

"Hey look at me." He said and softly sat me down in the seat next to him. "Samantha did somerhing terrible."

"Everything she said was true though Zayn." I said softly. "I did all of those things."

"Charlsie I am fine." He said.

"I hurt you." I said. "I did starve myself and in effect I killed my baby doing it."

"You tried to stop." Louis defended me.

"Yes but I was too late. Now I have to live out the rest of my life with that burden over my shoulders."

"Wait a second you really did loose a baby?" Calum asked and I nodded.

"Yes. My manager said I was too fat so I started staving myself. I would eat food in front of Harry but then threw it all up later. When I finally realized I was pregnant... it was already too late."

"Charlsie you are a beautiful and extrodinary woman." Zayn said. "Yes those things are in your past but that is all they are, in the past. None of those defy who you are now." He said.

"Im still sorry." I said. "Im so so sorry for all the pain I have caused you."

"And you know I forgave you a long time ago." He replied.

"That doesnt mean I deserve it." I said. "And then last night Harry just marched into your room and... and it was all my fault."

"See thats where you are wrong." Zayn said.

"What?" I asked confused.

"It was all Samantha's fault." He said. "And so I decided to break up with her."

"You what? But you were so happy with her. I dont want to be the one to ruin your relationship." I said.

"You didn't she did." He replied. "I told her she needed to be gone before I woke this morning."

"Zayn I...."

"I love you Charlsie." He said interrupting me.

"Zayn..." Louis warned.