Second Chances (2nd book of Contest Winner)

Chapter Fourty-One

-CHARLSIES POINT OF VIEW-

I woke up and could tell I was still being drugged. It is starting to wear off faster now though.

My nurses keep trying make me get up and walk but I just dont feel like it. I would refuse to even breathe if they actually gave me that choice.

I dont want to live if my baby had to die. Why couldnt they have saved my baby instead of me?

I want my baby back, and if I cant have him I dont want to live anymore.

Harry isnt here at the moment. I have looked all over the room and he isnt here. Why is he not here?

"Harry?" I asked. "Harry?!" I said a little louder. "Harry?!"

He didnt answer though and I began to freak out a bit. I started crying but I couldnt pitch a fit because of this stupid medicine.

I pressed the button beside my bed to call for help. A nurse came soon afterwards.

"Whats wrong maam?" she asked.

"Where is my Harry?" I asked.

"He just went home to shower and get a change of clothes miss. he will be back soon." She answered.

"He left me?" I asked.

"No. no. He said he would be back as soon as he could." She assured me.

"But he left me." I cried.

"Charlsie? What's wrong baby?" I suddenly heard a deep chesire voice say from the door way. "Why aree you crying?" He came over to me and sat on the side of my bed. Then he grabbed my right hand and wrapped both of his large hands around my smaller one.

"I..." I stuttered.

"I can handle it from here, thank you." Harry said to the nurse and gave her one of his dimple smiles. She nodded and walked out of the room. Then he turned back to me. "Whats wrong baby?" He asked again.

"You left me. When I woke up you werent here and I got scared you had left me because you were upset I killed our baby." I started to softly sob.

"Sweetheart we have been over this. You did not kill anyone. It was a freak accident." He comforted me.

"I just dont believe that though. Then when I woke up and you werent here...."

"Hey. hey. im not going to leave you." He said and placed his right hand on the side of my face.

"Just kiss me." I breathed. "Kiss me and make all this just erase for a few minutes, please." I begged. I knew as soon as he kissed me I would forget about the world around me and just be able to focus on him.

His thumb rub across my cheek a few times before he slowly leaned in and pressed his lips to mine.

Just like I thought my mind became fuzzy. His hand stayed on my cheek and he leaned even further where his chest was laying on top of mine. My left hand went to his curls and tugged him into me. He let out a throaty moan and I actually smiled.

He pulled back the covers and climbed into the bed with me fully after kicking off his shoes. His head ducked under the blanket and he lifted my shirt with his nose. His hair rubbed against my stomach tickling my skin causing me to let out a giggle.

He laughed along and my hands went back to his curls. He started leaving soft wet kisses all over my stomach which caused me to laugh even harder. His hands went to my hips and then he slowly lifted his head back up and out of the blanket. He hovered right above me for a few moments just observing me.